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all of sudden... (part2)

2011-08-18T11:52:00.000+08:00

maybe i'm not being clear enough in the previous post... how come he is not going anywhere like i said when previously i said that he got an offer to Greece.

after i got the news that he is going to Greece.. things were not as the same as before. i felt quite down and felt like giving up our relationship. after all i don't think that i can wait for him that long (especially without any assurance he's coming back for me afterwards)

i pushed myself away from him then... because my heart is too hurt to be cured by only words.. i need an assurance from him.. that;s all... plus he went to Greece for 2 weeks(for a meeting) and i haven't heard from him ever since.

i tried to live my life normally. instead of clinging to him, i tried to make new friends. i become close to a friend, which i almost think that i have a crush on him. he is kind and comforting. but he is merely a friend and he is thinking the same way too about me. at that time, enZul seems like he is so far away, and i couldn't help myself thinking that he is planning the Greece thing to dump me without being blamed (which is not true, i've found out later)

suddenly, i felt the urge to BBM enZul and tell him that i'm going to be in KL to spend my weekend before Ramadhan. i don't know why did that but i texted him anyway.

enZul texted me on Saturday and insist upon seeing me.. we spent time together, had dinner together.. but i can't help feeling uneasy. i was dissapointed with the meeting because he is clearly can't take his eyes off his iPhone playing games rather than talking to me.. he said that he was thinking about me and his mind was messed up with all the plans.. he sent me back to Mak Lang's place and we started to ask for each other forgiveness (as i thought that was the last day i ever going to see him) and of course i cried.

after the meeting, i felt very devastated.. after more than a year, we're together, i think the relationship is going to end. never did i thought he had some planning for us.

few days later, he texted me that he is not going to Greece. he said that he want to stay and decline the offer (even tough he will not get any benefits from that)

2 weeks after that (which is last weekend) i received a text msg from him. and i dont know how the text msg can lead to me being furious. we fought and i dont know how, but he said that he is already bought the preparation for bertunang . i was shocked! and because my mind was unstable that time (due to the fight) i didn't feel right. but deep in my heart, i was thankful because he finally trying to show me that he is serious..

for the time being, i'm still waiting for the things to be confirmed.. i know i'm not sound very enthusiastic about it, but believe me my heart jumps up and down even right now.

all of sudden....

2011-08-17T12:01:00.000+08:00

after the long hiatus ( u know after this post i'm quite down) finally i received the news... he's not going anywhere! yay for that!

plus, he's kinda popped the question! omg omg omg! i was like so f-ing excited... and can't wait for the things to be confirmed!

he said that most probably we're going to get engaged by the end of the year.. and we're going to be engaged for a year before we changed our title from bf-gf to husband and wife!

he already bought some preparation after he got back from Greece (few weeks ago). all he(we) need is blessings from my parents and we can proceed with our plans!

i can't wait to finally become somebody's wife... especially when that somebody is him! enZul!

boleh?

2011-07-19T19:40:00.000+08:00

boleh tak kalau saya tak nak fikir lagi akibat yang bakal hadir pada masa akan datang??

aku redha je takdir yang tertulis untuk ku....

sebab semua yang terjadi ade hikmah menantiku...

....

2011-07-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

smile....:'(

2011-07-06T21:30:00.002+08:00

"Smile"

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

he is going....

2011-07-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

ermmm... yes i was in tears..

enZul is going to be posted to Greece... i was speechless.. couldn't say a word.. my heart sank deep down... and i don't how to retrieve it back

somehow i just wish that i could turn back time... to the time where i didn't even know him... so that i won't feel this way...

i cried for like an hour and half upon receiving the news.. i couldn't believe my eyes... i read those emails... read and reread.. and reread and reread... and those words kill me inside .. slowly burned me and my heart become ashes...

i love him.. a lot...

kadang2 aku tak tahu mana nak campakkan seluruh rasa yg aku rasa untuk dia... tapi dia macam tak faham.... dia tak sedar yg aku sangat perlu untuk bukti dari dia... dia tak faham tu semua..

membuat aku tertanya2.. sayang ke dia kat aku? kasih ke dia kat aku?

kenapalah Allah takdirkan aku jumpa dengan dia... kalau aku bukan untuk dia? kalau dia bukan untuk aku?

he is going... far far away.. to a place where i could not reach... i'm hurt

tattoo...

2011-07-06T11:39:00.001+08:00

today i wanna post up this youtube video Tattoo by Jordin Sparks... this song is actually dedicated to somebody by the name of RR...

actually, RR is more than merely a friend... yes i meet him only once... and met him thru fb (he is my bro's fren) but he can't never be a lover... my heart belongs to someone else...

it's hard for me to tell him the truth.. because i couldn't let him go... he is special.. but i can't lie anymore... maybe if enZul didn't come back to me.. i'll consider him... but the love of my life is back.. and i couldn't afford to lose enZul anymore...

i'm sorry if this entry hurt anybody in particular.. especially the two names mentioned above... i have make a choice... and i'm gonna stick to it...

"Tattoo"

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus X2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

rinduu....

2011-07-05T23:35:00.001+08:00

rindu aku dengan hanie (my kak long) rasa macam tak caya je aku rindu kat dia.. seriously aku rindu... masa type entri nie pun air mata dah jurai2 kat tubir mata... adoii

tapi i'm so proud of her... Allah mudahkan jalan dia... senang je dapat kerja bagus.. tak yah nak interview2 sgt pun.. terus dapat kerja designer... walau pun company kecik.. tapi insyaAllah ade potential...

tapi dia kerja kat manjung :( rindu sgt takde kwan nak tido sama2 malam2... dah dekat 4 bulan bersama... gaduh hari2 tapi tido sama2 hari2.... jadi kawan yg sangat baik aku rasa... banyak sgt mende share,,,

tapi aku pun dah nak blah g melaka.... ok la tu.. kalau dia tak dapat kerja nie.. nanti dia termenung lak kalau aku g melaka nanti...

i miss her alot~!!!

boleh tak?

2011-07-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

boleh tak kalau aku rasa nak happy dan frust at the same time?

hahahha malas nak type entry~

Happy Anniversary!

2011-06-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

Today marks the first aNniversary of me and enZul.. A year has gone and I'm still in love with him.. We broke up and make up and broke up again and make up again.. But we managed to go through a year together..

He always said that he is grateful to have me back.. The truth is I am the one who should be grateful.. Because despite anything that I have done before, he still accept me the way I am.. And to repay him back, I should accept him the way he is..

I still miss him and love him.. I think the same way I did a year before.. And for the love he showered me.. I thank him and God for that..

Happy Anniversary, my dear..
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

tokey buat kuih

2011-06-29T16:08:00.000+08:00

hari nie aku tengah melompat blog (blog-hopping) tetiba terjumpa satu blog nie~

biasalaah aku kalau baca blog mesti terleka punya... laju je tangan tu tekan older post... heheheh

blog nie bagi aku menarik sebab blogger nie seorang usahawan kuih yang aku rasa agak berjaya jugak la... dalam blog dia nie banyak resipi2 kuih, tutorial nak buat kuih dan jugak tips2 yang berguna kalau nak jadi usahawan kuih macam beliau.... terbaekk lahh... (biasalah kadang2 aku nie suka berangan nak jadi tauke cafe kan... huhuhu sedikit sebanyak rasa macam best jugak laa baca asal blog nie)

so agak2 korang rasa nak menimba ilmu pengetahuan dengan tokey kuih nie boleh la click kat SINI

pada pendapat aku, tak salah rasanya kalau kiata belajar sesuatu yang baru.. mungkin laa tak bercita-cita atau beminat nak jadi usahawan tu.. tapi at leaast kalau suami ke family ke sape2 nak makan tahu laa jugak nak buat kan????

i just hmmm...

2011-06-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

t.a.c.a.j.a.h.a.t

2011-06-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt

fyi : i have published a new blog -->> http://tacajahat.blogspot.com

t.a.c.a.j.a.h.a.t is quite different from supergurl stories. how different??? u just have to discover for yourself...

thank you beloved followers.. i hope u'll follow that blog too~

of course...

2011-06-23T23:49:00.001+08:00

initially i wanna delete the previous post... but after a serious thinking, i decided to leave it as it is... why? because as jumbled as it gets.. those words were true from my heart.. i poured and poured the contents of it, enough to make me cry everytime i re read those words.. to my sayang, i know those words hurted u.. but i'm sorry... i'm not sorry because i feel guilty and regret i jotted down those words.. but i'm so sorry that it hurted u...but at the time i'm typing this... i dah pujuk u kan? hehhehe with my own way.. and i know u like it and forgave me already...

and of course.. u dah pujuk i.. eventough u tak pujuk i directly (because u memang tak pandai memujuk, and i'm okay with that.. as long as u senang dipujuk) u mentioned something that really bloomed my heart~ hehehhe

he said that he wanna buy me a ring.

WHAT?? A RING???

and i bluntly asked, what for? dalam hati rase gak debuk debak.. kata tak jadi nak tunang... dah tu wat pe nak ring ring segala bagai nie... ingat ape? SUPER RING boley lahh...

but then he explained.. he wanna give me that as TANDA.. that he booked me... that it should work as shield to prevent other guys (ha ha serves u right taca!) to get their hands off me...

and you know la kan... sebagai seorg yg sopan santun berjiwa murni... i cakap " takyah laa cincin segala nie" but he said that he really2 want me to have it.. then okay lah...

so i'm so happy right now~~

p/s : darling, can i choose the ring? and i want to make it really special as it is the first ring u ever give me....

selalu.....

2011-06-21T15:56:00.003+08:00

selalu kita mengharap yang terbaik.. malah bagi sesetengah kita.... terbaik itu adalah satu2nya pilihan...

aku tak tahu nak cakap ape.... aku perempuan... setak malu-tak malu aku... kalau org tak sudi takkan aku nak tersua2?

memang aku berlagak cool... macam ape yang dia cakap tu tak menghiris perasaan aku.... macam ape yang dia tanye tu tak meremuk redam kan perasaan aku... tapi aku dah cukup matang nak handle benda nie... kalau aku tak cukup matang... aku tak tanya pon soalan tu...

soal nikah kahwin bukan main2... sebab bukan main2 laa aku tanye dia betul2... bukan takat nak menjanjikan sesuatu yang palsu.... aku dah besar.. dan dah cukup matang untuk membina sebuah mahligai yang dinamakan perkahwinan...

tapi dia dan pihak dia dah cakap macam tu.... so untuk apa lagi aku stay? nak tunggu lagi setahun 2? tah tah masa tu dia pun dah tak berminat ngn aku lagi..... dan tah tah masa tu aku pun dah terlambat untuk realise yang aku dah buang masa menunggu sesuatu yang sia2...

dia selalu cakap dia sayang kan aku.... nak sangat aku jadi wife dia.... tapi kalau dia tak boleh nak man up... pertahankan plan dia dan aku dengan keluarga dia... macam mana dia nak man up protect aku kalau anything happens to me nanti?

setahun tak cukup untuk kenal aku.... ok fine... ambillah seberapa lama masa yang kau mahu untuk mengenali aku... jangan sampai satu masa nanti bila kau rasa dah cukup kenal aku tapi masa tu dah terlambat... jangan menyesal.... itu je...

aku sayangkan kau... that;s true... itu apa yang selalu lahir dari hati aku.... tapi sometimes aku kena fikirkan pasal diri aku.... dan untuk engkau...

aku hadiahkan lagu nie....

PENAKUT by YUNA

Tak semua kau rancang kan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
ini tidak adil untuk kau bertanya jika aku mencintaimu juga
tidak adil tidak adil baginya

kau tak penah cuba memahami aku
cinta kau ucap kau tak penah tunjuk
dan bila tiba saat aku kehilangan
beban yang tak penah kau cuba ringankan

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
ini tidak adil untuk kau bertanya jika aku mencintaimu juga
ini bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku

taca can cook : " buttermilk biscuits? "

2011-06-06T16:46:00.005+08:00

i love biscuits.... i mean southern biscuits.... kalau pergi popeye's kat wangsa walk tak pernah lupa order.. sedap sangat biscuits nie...

biscuits nie ala-ala scones gak laa.. tapi tekstur dia ade sket berlainan... biscuits nie american style laa... kalau british, irish atau scottish diorg makan scones...

macam scones... biscuits nie boleh di makan secara savoury (biasanya diorg makan ngn gravy atau kuah yang dibuat dari daging ngn brown sauce...) ataupun sweet dengan marmalade atau jam...

one of key ingredients dalam biscuits nie ialah buttermilk.. buttermilk nie boleh dikatakan macam susu masam la... buttermilk nie sebenarnye adalah sisa susu/krim yang dipukul sehingga menjadi butter... dan buttermilk.... klau nak buat sendiri buttermilk nie.. boleh lah pukul krim sehingga kental dan anda akan dapat dua hasil dari pukulan krim tu iaitu butter dan buttermilk....

tapi kalau takde buttermilk anda boleh gunakan susu biasa atau susu lowfat yang dicampur dengan asid seperti cuka/lemon juice... dan kat resipi nie saya guna susu soya (dari kotak) dan campur dengan cuka biasa... caranya : campurkan 1 sdb cuka/lemon juice dengan 1 cawan susu/soya.. biarkan selama 10 min.. dan sejukkan dia akan mengental sket....

ok... saya buat biscuits nie berdasarkan video kat bawah nie... tapi saya akan tuliskan resipi saya jugak ok... enjoy~

buttermilk biscuits

2 cawan tepung gandum

1 sdk baking powder

1/2 sdk baking soda

1 sdk garam

1 sdk gula (tak bubuh pun takpe)

1/2 cawan butter (potong kecil2 dan masukkan dalam freezer)

1 cawan buttermilk/soya yang dicampur 1 sdb cuka (pun kena sejukkk...)

cara2 nya :

ayakkan tepung gandum, baking powder, baking soda garam dan gula... kalau tak nak ayak, kacau dengan whisk banyak kali sampai rata (tujuannya adalah untuk memasukkan udara ke dalam tepung supaya biskut naik gebuuuuu....dan rangup).. kemudian masukkan butter... gaulkan dengan garfu /tangan/pastry cutter sambil tu deraikan2 tggi2 sket supaya udara masuk lagi sampai jadi course crumbs... buat lubang di tengah2 tepung tadi dan tuangkan buttermilk dalam 3/4 cawan... gaulkan sampai jadi doh yang crumbly... jangan overmix... kalau tak tekstur dia punah (boleh refer video ok) kemudian.. uli dan canai atas papan yang bertepung.. potong bulat dan bakar 12-15 min dalam oven bersuhu 220C...

p/s: oh yea.. saya ikut cara dalam video (tekan doh dengan ibu jari) naik tinggi betul~

selamat mencuba~

aku teringin....

2011-05-30T22:31:00.002+08:00

aku teringin nak bercerita, tapi aku tak hebat bercerita

aku teringin nak berpuisi, tapi aku tak sepandai penyair

aku teringin nak berlagu, tapi melodi aku kaku..

jadi aku hanya tahu menangis.... tapi aku terpaksa menyembunyi airmata ku

sebab aku perlu jadi kuat, lebih dari selalu....

semoga Allah menyayangiku....

lelaki yang pandai masak?

2011-05-24T20:49:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikumm... (nampak beno sopannye..)

best tak topic kat atas nie? best kan best kan best kan *kedip mata laju2*

percaya lah kalau tanya kat mana2 perempuan... most of them akan tertarik dengan orang lelaki/kaum Adam/mamat yang pandai hal-hal dapur.... kalau pandai baking lagi la sweeettttt nye... pendek kata kalau orang lelaki nie pandai masak, maka bertambah2 la markah juri2 awam yang berjantina perempuan nie... kalau lelaki yang pandai masak tu hensem dan baik pula... agak nya berjejes2 perempuan mengejar nak offer diri jadi bini.... hehhehe

lelaki yang pandai masak nie boleh dikatakan bonus la dalam pakej ciri2 lelaki idaman semalaya...(including me hehehhe)

*ehemmm*

mesti cam peliks bin ajaib bin hairan kenapa laa tetiba je cik taca senget nie mengeluarkan topik nie... sebabnya saya tengah blog -hopping dan tersinggah kat blog seorang mamat yang mempunyai ciri2 sperti : -

hensem

pandai (sebab blaja kat oversea)

pandai masak

nak tahu sapa???? nama dia Nabil Aizat Abd Rahman... (kalau korang nie follower blog Hanis Zalikha musti kenal nye laa.. diorg nie "besfren")

seriuss.....~! kalau rajen pegi laa usha2 blog dia sambil drooling (over him and his dishes) hehhehehe

ok nak sambung berangan sambil sedih :'( (sebab budak nie tak sebaya)

taca's bebel : betul2 punya bebel...

2011-05-24T16:51:00.004+08:00

ape lah cik taca nie.. hari tu janji kalau dah install streamyx nak aktif blogging.... takde laa aktif sangat pun sampai 2-3 post sehari.. merangkak jugakkk....

nak wat cemana... dah lama tak enjoy high speed internet.. so asik nak menelaah youtube dengan download aje... so blogging nie ade laa lupe kejap... takde laa mana sangat lupa nya... kan ke dah post resipi scones bagai tuh... hehhehe...

sekarang nie mood nak masak tu memang laa ade.. tapi masalahnya susah tul nak diet...resipi sihat pun makan bertambah... nak wat cemana tekak nie ade selera je....

so semalam dah pergi england ngan resipi scone bagai... hari nie buat resipi simple je.. tu pun kak long yang turun dapur masak nasi goreng kampung pedas gileerrrr~!! dua mangkuk besar kauu~! selambak satu periuk nasi dimasak nyer. mampos nak abiskan.... hahahah dah lah ade 3 orang je yang makan kat rumah nie.... so tengahari rasa malas nak makan nasik so kami order mcD je.. senang... wakakakakka..

malam nie ingat nak masak ikan haruan sambal serai laa... adehhhh terliur kot rasa... huhuu ade baki dua ketul isi ikan haruan semalam.. satu dah goreng satu lagi belum... kalau nak resipi tunggu next entry ok....

next week nak buat oat scones laaaa ... rasa macam best je kot.. hehehhee

this is for Empire Avenue...

2011-05-24T13:09:00.001+08:00

finally the Eav team wanna upgrade my blog~! yeahooo.... so this is an entry especially dedicated to Eav Blog Upgrader team~

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taca can cook : semolina onion scones..

2011-05-23T13:29:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikumm.... hari nie nak share satu lagi resipi yang agak mudah.. resipi nie dah dimodified dari beberapa resipi... selalu kalau kita dengar perkataan scones / skon biasa nya org makan dengan clotted cream/ butter dengan jam.. maknanya sweet la kan... tapi ade jugak org buat savoury scones... dan di makan dengan cream soup sebagai ganti roti dan ban...

actually u can put any vegetables in this scones (garlic, leek, grated carrots) tapi make sure ianya kering dan takde langsung air kalau boleh.... caranya adalah dengan membasuh sayur2 sebelum di potong dan keringkan dahulu dengan paper towel... atau jemur kejap...

hari nie dek kerana rajin terlebih... dan weather cukup cantik so telah membuat photoshoot scones nie kat luar.. kebetulan lak camera canggih ayah tak bawak ke ofis... so berjaya membuat outdoor photo shoot yippeee~!!!

after baking i found that i have to adjust this recipe. i think i should put more cheese in it and maybe some black pepper... and maybe i should use butter than margarine..

this is the original recipe

semolina onion scones..

1 1/2 cup all purpose flour (tepung gandum)
1/2 cup semolina flour
1/4 cup margarine/butter(i use margarine)
1 tsp baking soda
1 tsp salt
2 tsp brown sugar (i think boleh increase a bit)
1 tsp dried rosemary
1/2 cup grated cheddar (u can use parmesan)
1/2 cup onion (sliced thinly, dried on paper towel)
1 tsp ground ginger
1/2 cup yogurt + water (or u can use 1/2 cup milk)
1 egg
1 tsp vinegar

method:
combine flour, semolina, baking soda, sugar. salt, cheddar, herbs and onion.. combine well.. cut in margarine/butter until crumbly. in other bowl, whisk egg, yogurt+ water and vinegar until just combined. save 2 tbsp of this wet ingredient. mix dry and wet ingredients together until become a dough. flour table top and pat the dough 1/2 inch thick. dredge a round cutter in flour (i use a glass as a cutter) and cut the dough... arrange the dough on a baking sheet lined with parchment paper. brush the top with the remaining wet ingredients. baked for 20 mins in 220 centigrade oven.. serve with some soup~!

Al-Fatihah.......

2011-05-20T06:48:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum....

pastinya kepada readers yang add aku kat facebook dan twitter dah tahu mengenainya... iaitu pemergian nenekku yang tercinta, Hasiah Uda Ibrahim (Tok Siah) pada hari Selasa (17 Mei 2011) baru2 nie.. sedih dan sayu sekali suasana pada hari pengebumiannya.. namun semua orang lega kerana pemergiannya mudah dan dah jadi rezekinya Allah percepatkan pengkebumiannya...

aku cuba pendam perasaan sedih aku sepanjang malam dan semasa pengebumiannya... tapi aku tak dapat menahan air mata.. masa kami cium arwah untuk kali terakhir... dalam kain kafannya... lepas cium tok tu... air mata aku terus terburai... dan melihat abg2 ku mencium dahi arwah.. lama... buat aku rasa sedih sgt....

banyak kenangan aku dengan arwah (rasa awkward sket menyebut arwah) manis pahit masin masam semua ada.. dan aku sangat2 bersyukur kerana di saat2 akhir arwah, aku berada di situ..

tok dah lama terlantar sakit... sometimes, (masa dulu laaa) i wish dia akan pergi cepat.. sebab aku sedih tgk dia terlantar sakit.. takleh nak buat apa2... bagaikan mayat hidup... tpi Allah lagi Maha Mengetahui....

it's ironic when the saddest day brings joy with it... aku post status nie kat twitter... pada masa inilah sepupu sepupu dan saudara mara yang jarang2 berkunjung ke rumah.. datang menziarahi... dan inilah masanya untuk melepaskan rindu (?) dengan insan2 ini.. kalau sebelum ini pertemuan hanyalah di facebook, telefon sekarang dah bertentang mata.... makan sama2 lepak sama2... so sweet~

Al Fatihah... buat nenekku.. semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.. dan di tempatkan dia di kalangan orang2 yang beriman dan beramal salih... aminnn

what a day~!

2011-05-16T21:44:00.003+08:00

before i continue on babbling all the way about what i'm going to babbling about... i just wanna wish all the teachers or soon-to-be teachers a very very very

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!

OK...nao back to what i am going to babble about... hehehhe~

today was the check up day~! yay (sux) so we all (me, hanie, mom and dad) woke up so early and went on the trip before the subuh prayer... we stopped for a while at rnr tapah for subuh prayer before continuing our journey to the Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital.. (okay, i slept most of the journey so nothing i could tell ya bout the journey)

we arrived at 8.15am and become the first patient to see her.. after a breakfast of thosai at pelita...

then i met the dietitian, ms Rose... i like her a lot... she's understanding, funny and she's so kind... she didn't apply much pressure to me compared to the doc. hehehhe~

then we went back home ... had our lunch at the ayam kampung place in slim river and went shopping to Giant Ipoh before we went home...

then, mom cooked marvellous chicken soup for dinner...

tu je laa.. takde ape pun... tapi today i picked up things that i gotta do~!

1. i'm going to jot down every meal that i take (what i really mean is any food that went inside my mouth)

2. i'm going to take extra care on my medication (take insulin jabs on time, swallow pills on time.. blah blah blah)

3. going to cook myself a healthy meal every time~!

4. exercise and lose weight!!! 10 kgs!

5. that's all....

p/s : the moral of the story, love urself~!

new passion~!

2011-05-14T09:37:00.003+08:00

hye... finally my house is installed with Streamyx!!! yeaa!! seems like i can get back to my internet freak self.. ahahhaa... equipped with Blackberry for internet-on-the-go session and high speed broadband at home who can deny the emergence of Internet Freak Taca Yunus (not really internet freak, maybe i'm more of Social Networking freak...

currently i always updating my facebook status using twitter.... why? because it is easier!! i linked my twitter to my facebook account so everytime that i update my twitter it also appears on facebook! how cool is that (yeah.. yeah macam la org lain tak buat gitu gak)..

and now i joined the Empire Avenue. what is Empire Avenue????

Empire Avenue is a stock market simulation social network game that allows users to buy and sell shares of people and websites.^[2] It started in February 2010 as an invitation-only closed beta before launching to the public in July 2010.^[1]^[3] Registration and game play is free.

this is quoted from here. it is like stock exchange but instead of really2 investing your ringgits, u're investing ur eaves ( the currency of Empire Avenue)... get people investing on you so ur stock price will be increasing...

Players have their own portfolio in a virtual economy. The price of a player's share depends on the ticker's stock buying and selling, along with social networking activity.^[4] Players can choose their own ticker symbol. The players can have multiple investors, which will garner them a higher share price, and they can invest in other players. Players win Achievements for their actions, such as advertising and adding services such as Twitter. Players gain dividends from the other shares in players they invest in, which are counted as Credits.
Social networks supported by Empire Avenue currently include Facebook, Twitter, Flickr, YouTube, LinkedIn and the player's own blog andRSS feeds

sounds simple enough kan??? interested? if you are.. join me and shout out to me so that i can invest in youu!!! Happy Eaving~!

dan kat sini ade satu tutorial video >>click here<<

Blogger.com down ke?

2011-05-13T22:22:00.001+08:00

Actually I was trying to test whether I could post an entry using blackberry as I couldn't reach blogger.com via lappy..

I just want to share about Empire Avenue.. But nanti la tggu blogger.com dah bleh dgunakan balik ok?
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One in a Million

2011-05-08T10:10:00.002+08:00

Baru2 nie mak aku cakap, masa kitorg baby dlu, mak jarang pangku/dukung kitorg pasal sakit pinggang.. Tapi aku tetap I love you..

Dulu mak besit aku dengan hanger sebab aku hilangkan seterika ms skolah asrama (pdhal ade senior amik x pulang2) tapi aku tetap I love you..

Dulu aku selalu ckp mak x syg aku sebab hantar aku skolah asrama.. Tp hakikatnya dalam hati aku masih I love you..

Masa aku masuk wad ICU mak datang 3 jam lepas aku admitted, aku masih I love you..

Sebab masa tu aku nampak air mata mak.. Menangis sebab risaukan aku sygkan aku.. Aku rasa berdosa sebab selalu lukakan hati mak aku..

Mak hantar aku g asrama bukan sebab x syg aku.. Tapi dia nak jadikan aku org berilmu.. Sebab dia sayangkan aku..

Mak besit aku dengan hanger bukan sebab x sygkan aku.. Tapi sebab nak didik aku supaya bertanggungjawab terhadap barang2 aku..

Mak aku x pangku kitorg adik beradik bukan sebab x sygkan kitorg, tapi dia x nak sakit pinggang dan x dapat uruskan kitorg..

Mak.. I LOVE you....
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I'm giving someone a chance

2011-05-06T15:12:00.001+08:00

Today I decided to give someone a chance to redeem himself back. He is someone that I find hard to resist.. He is someone that I always mention here, in this blog..

Today, by giving him the chance, I'm giving myself a chance too. A chance for me to feel happy, to feel wanted and feel loved..

I always wanted to move on.. To feel the feeling of being single.. To feel free.. But somehow I don't wanna miss the chance that will change me for the rest of my life..

This time, we'll take it differently.. We wanna take it slow and steady.. No rush.. We just want to improve ourselves before making any decision... We promised to tell each other everything and give support for any good deeds

If this don't work, we will still remain as friends..

I hope that this decision is worthwhile..
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blog is under construction ke?

2011-04-28T16:57:00.003+08:00

lama betul tak update blog... dah sebulan lebih kot... wakakakka... cemana nak jadi blogger berjaya nie?

hari2 dok update fb ngan twitter je... blog orang pun dah malas nak jejalan.. tambah2 lak broadband nie lembab nak mampos... (ayah bile la nak psg streamyx)

skang nie tgh melepek duk di rumah tanpa pekerjaan dan aktiviti yg sebenar... tak decide lagi nak buat ape sepanjang cuti lama nie...

permulaan cuti nie memang great laa.. F1 laa ape laa.... tapi dah duk ipoh nie memang takde laaa... ade pun lepak umah je...

pc pun malas nak sentuh sebab lembab.. and dikuasai kaklong~ so ber blackberry je laa aku...

so maybe lepas nie kalau aku update pun blog.. maybe guna blackberry laa kot.... tp kalau ayah dah ready nak install streamyx kat rumah nie... so maybe aku akan aktif balik berblog... ok???

taca's bebel : seronok secara berjemaah?

2011-03-16T00:42:00.004+08:00

lain macam je kan tajuk aku neh?

tadi ade somebody commented on my fb saying that i pegi tgk hikayat merong mahawangsa sorang2... actually, i didn't feel offended or what tapi somehow i ter type something as an answer to that statement (which i assume as a joke)

see... the statement is " kalau sedih pun sorang2 buat pe nak seronok ramai2? baik seronok pun sorang2"

really.... kalau fikir2kan.. berapa kerat sangat people who are willing to be there when u're sad? or when u really need someone? betul kata pepatah " teman ketawa senang di cari.. teman menangis susah sekali"

kalau kau kata " ok aku nak wat partay" or " ok jom karaoke.. aku banje" or " wayang best hari nie.. jom kuar " of course.. ramai je setuju nak kuar ngan kau.. especially kalau kau banje...

cube kalau kau tgh susah... or kau tgh sedih.. ko post la kat fb... ok ade la dua tiga kerat yg komen dan cakap " sabar lah " what so ever.... tapi ade ke yang terus call ko tanye.. ape masalahnye nie? or sms? ade ade? tak de kan

aku bukan nak salahkan sesapa.... aku pun macam tu.. susah aku nak tolong sesapa melainkan orang tu betul2 aku fikir rapat ngn aku.. aku dah penat ceriakan orang...

tapi unfortunately.. ADE jugak kekawan yang aku dah byk tolong macam tak pernah pedulikan aku.... ade hanya tatkala aku senang.... kalau aku susah memang dia tak nak amik tahu...

tapi pun begitu.. aku masih bersyukur.. sebab aku ade kawan yang terbaik...

aku selalu sedih sorang2... sebab kadang2 aku rasa tade keperluan nak kongsi beban perasaan aku nie dengan orang lain.. they will never understand... or they will straight away judging u negatively... they never listen to what actually u're trying to say..

so kalau dah sedih secara berseorangan.... kenapa kau nak kene berjemaah lak time ko seronok? ade baik nya berseronok secara berseorangan... kau takyah limitkan keseronokan tu... kau tak yah libatkan orang lain.. terutamanya orang2 yang mendekati kau sekadar untuk mengambile kesempatan?

there are things worth sharing... but there are things that u better keep it to urself... to avoid disappointment in the future...

p/s: well, that;s a motivator in me typing....

taca's bebel : hot couple~!

2011-03-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

ever since penyakit gatal nak kawin i mari... i always wanted a marriage like my mum and dad...

they are my role models... especially when it comes to relationships...

my mum and dad have been married for 26 years now... but they're still holding hands when they go out together.. still sharing the same plate when they're eating out...

if i tell you that my parent's marriage is an arranged one maybe people won't believe that... but yeah.. it's the fact... my parent's parents are good friends...

but my parent's are so in love.. for 23 years i live with them... i never see them fighting with each other..

if i ever have a husband.... i promise to treat him like my mum treat my dad... they compromise with each other.. accepting each other and be with each other always and forever....

that's almost a promise right?

p/s: they're still hot right?

Hati goreng kicap

2011-03-11T21:08:00.002+08:00

200gm hati lembu di dadu (gaul kunyit garam)
1 labu bawang besar di hiris kasar
1 ulas bawang merah di hiris halus
2 ulas bawang putih dihiris halus
Sebiji cili merah dihiris
3 sudu besar kicap manis
Daun bawang dan daun sup

Cara2nya:
Panaskan 2 sdb minyak masak.. Tumiskan bwg merah, bwg putih dan cili merah sehingga naik bau.. Masukkan hati lembu dan goreng hingga agak garing.. Masukkan kicap manis dan kacau sebentar.. Angkat dan taburkan daun bawang dan daun sup..
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Sepayung Cinta Sayangku

2011-02-25T19:47:00.002+08:00

Sepayung cinta sayangku
Buat balasan hantaran kasihmu
Yang kuterima bersama lamaranmu
Yang membawa aku dekat ke syurgaku

Kuterima pinanganmu bukan kerna parasmu
Bukan jua kerna darjat dan harta
Tapi kerna melihat akhlak dan agamamu
Yang kutahu bakal membimbingku

Dinihari sebelum terbit fajar sadik
Kau meninggalkan ranjang ku
Menyuci diri dan di sejadah kau menunggu
Lantas aku bersuci dan menghias diri
Dengan pakaian menutup auratku
Bersama berjemaah mengadapNya
Yang mempertemukan kita
Yang menciptakan kita
Yang menjodohkan kita

Tanpa sedar pipiku basah
Linangan airmata tanpa kusedar
Syahdu berimam mukminin sejati
Yang bakal digelar oleh anakku ABI

Sepayung cinta sayangku untukmu
Isteri solehah ku janjikan padamu
Yang terindah teristimewa untukmu
Duhai syamsul badri ku...

Tacayunus
25022011

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Nak tukar jantina?

2011-02-23T21:39:00.003+08:00

EUWWW...... mampu keluarkan word tu (is it a word?) je tatkala menonton vidclip kat bwah nie... adehh.... lagi pelik why they even want to change their sex?

i have no offense towards this people.. but to endure such gore just to became a woman (still bukan pompuan tulen pun) tak worth it langsung!!!!!

think about it.... jangan biarkan anda menjadi mangsa~~

Taca's BB : home

2011-02-17T22:40:00.001+08:00

Indonesians always amused me.. How they manage to feel and recreate home away from home, right here in Malaysia..

They worked here and they never forget their roots.. They know where to find comfort like home even they're not there..

Back there in Indonesia, they're poor and yet they endure the same thing here just to ease and please their family back home..

Yes, I admit there are crime cases involving them, but our own ppl also doing the same.. Some of them are really2 good people..

They won't be fussy over jobs.. They are good at their jobs and know how to do it.. They seldom go against their bosses.. They work for their family sake not their own!

Home away from home, that's wht they're doing.. And to judge them all based on a few of them is not fair..

What about our own ppl? They're home but they can't even recognize it.. They feel insecure and tried to change themselves into something that they even don't recognize.. They're so far away then what they should be.. They're not home even when they're still here..

Btw, this picture is taken from a place where they make a home.. A living.. And it make me feel almost strange here.. But looking out from the balcony and saw RapidKL bus frome here.. I know that this is still my home, Malaysia!

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Taca's BB : my BFF

2011-02-14T17:10:00.001+08:00

This is hairie harun my bff!

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taca's bebel : anak sapa?

2011-02-13T18:35:00.005+08:00

ade sorang blogger nie.. agak famous jugak laa walau tak sefamous mak merah ... nama nya Yunus Badawi atau YB ... aku panggil dia pak Yunus.. kebetulan ayah aku pun bernama Yunus (Mohd Yunus Ahmad) .. baru2 nie aku komen la dalam fb Pak yunus...

then ade somebody add aku kat fb.. aku plak jenis approve je sape2 yg nak add aku kan....

then.......

encik Hasril Husni nie ingat aku nie anak YB ... hahahhhahaha (hakikatnya aku anak YA = Yunus Ahmad)

Taca's BB : goodbyes

2011-02-11T12:35:00.002+08:00

I browse thru my email and found an old email which I sent to my ex.. Yes he left me to keep his family happy.. To keep his kids happy..

I'm happy he making that decision.. Even though I'm hurt but it's okay because he is a daddy and it's his job to keep his kids happy no matter what he have to sacrifice, even his own happiness.. Because what is matters the most is his kids' happiness..

That is actually the first time I'm declaring my total feelings to a guy.. And yet he's not mine..

At that time I wanna be somebody he can call his own.. But definitely not..

And after that I met new guys and say goodbyes to them.. It's not that I'm comparing or what but a quality that I dying to found is actually not there..

They don't understand how much I want to care for them and they'll say I'm clingy.. Yes, clingy as I am.. But I really need them and I love them needing me.. But they can't see that..
For some reasons people love somebody.. But my reason is I wanna love somebody who love me.. And I hope that somebody is waiting for me out there...

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Condolences

2011-02-10T11:23:00.002+08:00

Just got a msg from my sis haniekunie that my newborn nephew qaif nikman passed away dis morning. He was born 5 days ago, premature which about 29wks in his mother's womb.. I dun even got to meet him..

Deepest condolences to anjang pakjang nikman and family.

Alfatihah

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Taca's BB:date ngn doc

2011-02-10T10:15:00.002+08:00

Live blogging dr Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital..

Cam biasa sebulan skali mesti pg date ngn doc punye.. Check pe yg patut discus ape yg patut.. Selalunye ma dan ayah akn temankan aku tp kali nie aku heret kak g temankan aku kat spital

Mule ingat nk balik sendiri naik cab sebab mlm kang ade discussion ngn hamdi, ijat ngn se tp kak g ckp mama jem nak buat gulai lemak cili api daging salai.. X jadi nak balik terus yet suh kakg anta balik mlm krg.. Tatau la pe doc nak kata plak krg kan.. Adeh

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Taca's BB: dinner

2011-02-08T20:36:00.001+08:00

Hari nie kelas macam biasa kul 8.30pm.. Tp gerak dr mahallah awal sket.. Sebab ingat nk mkn ayam penyet kat aminah..

Malang sekali bile dah sampai aym kat situ habis.. So nak cepat, oder la chic chop

Tak best pun chic chop dia.. So x abis pun mkn.. Uwaa nak ayam penyet!!!

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taca's bebel : reddyBerry

2011-02-08T16:34:00.003+08:00

say hello to reddyBerry!!

semakin hari aku rasa semakin addicted about the fact that i can online almost anywhere now.. nie semua salah joe + roden!!! and pujie pun terlibat sama gak secara tak langsung!!

i got a new BlackBerry for myself (after such a long time drooling on it) hahahah tp should be called WhiteBerry kot sebab housing dia kaler putih

tak sia2 aku menunggu selama 3 jam kat klcc tu semata2 for this thing..

then i went to get some accessories for the thing... and when to 3 places (uptown damansara,downtown cheras and uptown shah alam) just to get the casing that i want...

i bought a privacy screen protector (rm15) at uptown damansara and a red fibre casing (rm15) at uptown shah alam...

red fibre casing ahhh luv ~

privacy screen protector (tak leh jeling2 dah)

cause of the red casing that's y i call it reddyBerry (temporarily before i change the name) hhuhuhuhuhu..

now i'm online whenever i can.. hahahah... plus new contacts on bbm which make things so beautiful.. and now i can blog almost anywhere... love2!

Taca's BB : lunch

2011-02-08T14:21:00.001+08:00

Lunch + bfast makan yong taufu kat maryam cafe.. Terbaik dari ladang

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Taca's BB: nakpkibjuape!

2011-02-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

Annoying gile kan kalau bc satu ayat takde buh spacebar? Giler

Kul 8 da janji nk kua ngn joezie.. Nak g rembat bbcase.. Tp xmandi lg dan xtau nk pki bju ape..

Dan opkos ketiak bushuk wakakaka

Mandi skang, taca.. Pki lux or bodisop byk2 sket wakakaka
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Lagi senang ke?

2011-02-07T07:06:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Baru je celik mata, lappy terpasang tp line xde.. Malas nak taip guna keyboard gunA blackberry je la..

Sambil baring2 pisat2 mata

Indahnye dunia!

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Testing

2011-02-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

I'm posting this entry dgn susah payah
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taca's bebel: aku tak penting!

2011-01-23T01:26:00.002+08:00

pernah tak selama ni korang rasa korang nie sesorang yang penting? then sampai satu hari tetiba korang realise yang korang tak penting pun actually?

taca's bebel : bf fb?

2011-01-21T13:14:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikumm...

pernah tak korang ermmmm... rasa jeles bila ade somebody (gurl) add bf korang yang super-delicious-hawtt-male tu kat fb?pernah tak? pernah tak?

then tetibe sahaja korang ternampak this gurl selalu komen gambar laaa... komen kat wall laa.. ape laa...

and after that pernah tak korg meng'add' dia secara tibe2 in ur list?

kalau korang mempunyai ciri2 begini ehem.. ehem... stop it will ya?

well.. aku tak salahkan korg ade sifat jeles tu ... ye lahh bf lu org semua freakishly hensem (at least di mata korang) and secara tibe2 you all rasa macam ade org sudah masuk korg punye territory kan....

ape tah lagi kalau bf u'all tu tak letak status in relationship wif korang kat fb dia.. lagi laa rasa menyirap aje kan? hahahahhaa

ok laa... susah kan kalau nak stop this habit? aku pun sebenarnye lebih kurang sama jugak ngn korg.. kalau the guy yg aku suke @ my boyfriend comment2 on people's pic ke... tambah2 pompuan.. of coz aku akan rasa curious..

tp for me laa.. dah obviously dia tahu yang korang akan tgk wall dia hari2 so i tak rasa dia cube nak menduakan u.. sebab kalau dia nak buat of coz laa dia sesorok kan? takkan la terang2 an dia cube berani mati kamikaze depan u... hahahhaa

so if u berdepan dengan situation like this... cube jgn jadi terlalu jeles.. kadang2 dia nak kawan jugak ngn org lain... lagipun baru bf kan? kalau dah jadi suami len cite laa... hahahhaa~

ok... nak berambus sebelum korang lempang aku beramai2 .. tq~

taca's bebel : mood sedih!

2011-01-20T03:25:00.002+08:00

skang tengah bersedih... sedih sangat.. sedih sampai rasa badan sangat lemah longlai... rasa tak mampu nak bernafas... rasa macam kene hentam dari belakang.... rasa macam dunia tiba2 gelap..

putus cinta pun tak macam nie~ tak sesedih nie...

i've promised not to cry anymore... but i can't stop shed my tears....

although for different reasons...

taca's bebel : rahsia JANUARI

2011-01-18T15:53:00.002+08:00

ok... as this month is my birthday month... so i post this.. i get this from internet...

JANUARI

Bercita-cita tinggi dan orangnya serius, suka mendidik dan dididik. (cita2 tinggi? maybe... suka mendidik and dididik... yep i'm quite a good teacher and i'm a fast learner.. guess that's explains the path i'm choosing now)
Sangat mudah melihat kelemahan orang dan suka mengkritik. (maybe.. tp i think i'm not that mean when criticizing people)
Rajin dan setiap yang dibuat nampak keuntungan. (silap besar laa... malas nak mampoih)
Suka pada kecantikan, kekemasan dan teratur.(cantik maybe.. tp yg lg dua tu... errr)
Bersifat sensitif dan berfikiran mendalam.(i'm sensitive alright... maybe)
Pandai mengambil hati orang lain.(maybe.. i'm quite good with even fussy people)
Pendiam kecuali telah dirangsang. (pendiam? hahahhaa tp mungkin jugak.. i ain't that bubbly with strangers)
Agak pemalu dan mempunyai daya tumpuan yang sangat tinggi. (pemalu? daya tumpuan? yep.. daya tumpuan on fb + ym)
Mudah mendisiplinkan diri sendiri. (sooooo not me~!)
Badannya sihat tetapi mudah diserang selsema. ( so nott me too~ tp badan SIHAT)
Bersikap romantik tetapi tidak pandai memperlihatkannya. (i'm romantic ermmm... )
Cukup sayang pada kanak-kanak. (agree!)
Suka duduk di rumah. (sooo WRONG!)
Setia pada segala-galanya. (SO MEE!)
Perlu belajar kemahiran bersosial. (i don't think so)
Sifat cemburu yang sangat tinggi (yeah maybe~!)

hahhahhaa... i guess most of it are right thou~

taca's bebel : happy birthday to me!!!

2011-01-18T15:32:00.003+08:00

supposed to be published yesterday... but i kinda forget about it....

yes January 17 has arrived... and today is my 23rd birthday~ happy birthday to me~!

and there's no celebration or whatsoever... and i'm quite upset about it... yes.. there's a lot of wishes on facebook (thanks all) but still...

and the day is so packed with classes until late... plus i have nothing to spend for celebration party/trip or what so ever...

but still i should be thankful coz i'm still alive at my 23rd birthday...

i'm all alone on my birthday.... no cakes... no party... no loved ones beside me... all alone on my birthday....

i didn't hope for any presents... as i know there's nobody wanna give anything for me... hahahhaha

btw, i hope i'll achieve something before my next birthday... i hope... in my love life.. my life... my career... and in everything...

pray for me will ya?

taca's bebel : 30thdecdate

2010-12-31T23:54:00.002+08:00

yeah.. 30th dec.. that's the last time i was out from UIA and stuff and hangin' out wif my frens~

great2... cuz i was like fucking damn bored duduk hostel (padahal bru sejam kot sebab baru balik dr APSH) and suddenly i was like aaaaa rasa nak kuar!

then i asked my bestie, baby and smsed her whether she can go out from the penjara.. then she was like okay ...

so janji nak jumpe kat wangsa walk kul 6...

and tetibe rasa nak tambah crowd... so msged fathullah on fb and ask him whether he wanna go out or not .. yelah jumaat kan cuti~!

then dia pun kata ok.. reconfirmed back on the ym.. exchanging phone numbers for the zillionth time~

then i logged in to malaysia:10 and randomly typed " weh aku nak kuar.. sape nak date ngn aku" and out of sudden ieka.taneia (a newbie in m10) replied and suddenly we're adding each other on ym and exchanging phone numbers...

and there... right like 6.30 pm... me, baby, fathullah and ieka were there in popeye's wangsa walk~ damnn!!!

hahahahaha...

baby wanna go back early so we cannot picked an early movie..we decided to watch gulliver's travel , 9.20pm show... and we decided to karaoke to kill the time.. pujie wanna came along so we bought another ticket for him..

and suddenly, my dear smsed me and asked my whereabout... so i told him.. and he called me... i ask him if he wanna join... then he said ok.. so i bought another ticket.

then pujie and my dear came and we had fun karaokeing for 2 hours and partying with popeye's chicken~! yahhooo

chilled at nz afterwards until wee hours~ huhuhuhu

that's all~

taca's bebel : hiatus!

2010-12-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

sorry for the long hiatus... since i'm back to the campus for my 2nd semester.. the days seems to be hectic.. hahahha not really.. but i clearly hasn't settled back yet and thus the hiatus. after all.. when i got all the mood for blogging, the internet line was suck the other day.. so i have to forget anything about blog and fb as well.

recently, i'm in a close relationship with a guy. i can't tell you more about it.. cos we're still far far away from being serious... i just wanna lay back and have good times with this guy..

i think i've gained weight.. yeah a month away in ipoh clearly has increased my appetite and i forgot to eat healthy~! hahahaha...

there are a lot of things happened in these past few weeks... and if i'm able to jot it down here... it will be like 100 entries ... so i decided to keep it to me... huhuhuhu but maybe some other times later i will write about it... in bits and pieces..

there are a lot of things make me wanna change (yeah a new resolution!) and insyaAllah i will change bit by bit... and hopefully a better future awaits for me... till then...

oop's it's nearly 2pm and i havent had lunch yet.. plus i got class at 3pm.. so i guess i have to pen-off now~ till then!!!

taca's fb : cabaran!!!

2010-12-12T17:15:00.000+08:00

**this is a sticky entry **

assalamualaikum and good day readers!!

ini adalah satu cabaran bagi aku~ and i'm so needing u guys to help me doing that!

btw, recently my bro (cousin) cabar me to ask 600 of my friends to put his pic as profile pic on facebook for a day!

so i really2 need u guys to help me doing that!

all u have to do is add me on my facebook (if u tak add me lagi..)

http://www.facebook.com/adlinhani/

then upload this pic as ur profile pic (download this pix first)

print screen it...

then upload it to my wall or tag me!

that's all u have to do! thanks!!!

taca's bebel : 7070

2010-11-29T14:25:00.003+08:00

hey.. did i ever mention to u that my fav number is 7?

due to coincidence , i unintentionally hit number 7070 on my own blog's counter! yay~!

see the prove?

actually, i wanna hold a contest for those who hit that number~ but i was not so sure about that.. until i realise that it's too late....

but maybe i'll hold it.... for number 7777!

wait for my cue then~

taca's bebel : somehow i wish~

2010-11-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

somehow i wish i'm not diabetic.. it makes me feel.... cacat somehow~

yes cacat~! and for godsake to forget/skip all those sweet morsels.. and full of carbs savouries.. demmm~

and all of sudden i gained new interest.... BAKING! and MAKING DESSERTS!

and suddenly the thought that i can't walloped all the things that i'll make.... trust me, it's killing~

yes, all it takes is a little bit of discipline~ which i'm not really good at...

...........

however, i fiound a lil bit joy.. browsing thru all these beautiful websites~ indulging my eyes to pics of baked goods and sweet sweet desserts~ thx to bakerella, Joy the Baker and cakespy~ i'll put these websites to my lists~ for little indulgence~ tak salah kan?

taca can cook : stew/casserole?

2010-11-27T15:02:00.002+08:00

ok.. btw this is a recipe post~ tapi sorry sesangat sebab takde gambar~ dah ngap2 lupe nak amik gambar...

campuran nie boleh digunakan utk perap ayam, or buat casserole je... senang! tak payah tumis2

bahan2nya :

dua biji bawang besar (satu potong 4, sebiji lagi potong bulat)

3 biji kentang (dibuang kulit dan di potong ikut suka hati)

2 batang carrot (di potong ikut suka hati jugak)

5 ulas bawang putih (dihiris)

3 sudu besar black pepper sauce

3 sudu besar sos cili

1 sudu besar madu

1 sudu besar sos tiram

1 sidu besar herba rosemary

1 sudu besar parsley flakes

1 sudu besar sos lea & perrins

1/2 cawan air

1/2 kiub pati ayam knorr

1/2 ekor ayam

cara membuatnya:

1. panaskan oven suhu 220 darjah celcius

2. campurkan semua bahan dan biarkan mendidih dengan api perlahan.

3. apa bila sudah mendidih, besarkan api dan biarkan sehingga air kering

4. alih dalam casserole atau baking pan(jika mahu garing)

5. masukkan dalam oven selama 25 minit/ sehingga garing

tips: kalau nak garing/ crispy kentang dan ayam tu... sapukan minyak + sedikit kuah kasserole tu... selang 10 mins sapu minyak~ memang best!

tak caya try~!

taca's bebel : livestream~

2010-11-26T18:18:00.002+08:00

hey.. readers!

do you notice any changes?

yeah.... ok...

btw, i've been editing my blog and added some widgets which connecting my blog to my fb~

if u notice, there is a 'like' button down there on every entries (which is like so popular with all the bloggers now)

and i've deleted my shoutmix and put a auto hide - livestream comment box~

which means that any comment made here will be posted on my fb wall~ yeay~!

hahahhaha (as if it's important)

btw... to made this happened, kudos to my sifu, mr LauTze (click to check out his blog, interesting tutorials!!)

yeay!

taca's bebel: beware people~!

2010-11-26T14:00:00.003+08:00

i think sometimes i made a mistake by caring too much about some people. you see, sometimes they don't appreciate.. and it's getting worse when these people actually stabbing your back by manipulating your own words. Think about it people. you know what i'm saying.. obviously..

and sadly this thing happens when actually one of those people are ur own people. ur own friends.

actually, when i rethink about it.. it's not sadness that i feel. it's more like pity.

i pity her for trusting such a jerk to be his boyfriend. i know it from the start. (yes, her jerk boyfriend is one of my friends too) but i keep quiet about it. because she won't even listen. hey, i know la whether he is a jerk or not. i used to date a lot of jerks. and i know because he is my friend. i just keep quiet.

but another friend suddenly tried to warn her. i'm glad coz i'm not the one who is doing that thing. (warned her about her bf) but yeah as predicted, she didn't listen to the warning signal, decide to ignore it somehow.

then after a few days (yeah a few days) she broke up with that jerk. ermm well... i went to comfort her..

then somehow, i know that she told the guy that i comfort her.. and tell her that he is a jerk.. demm... and i think they get back together again.. i dunno~

so, i think he's quite pissed off to me~ what can i say... yeah u're a jerk.. hahaha anyway no regret about bitching about him tough... just regretting bitching about him to the girl who doesn't even care that i care for her~

lantak korang laahh~!

taca's bebel : looklet

2010-11-24T10:29:00.002+08:00

okay.. hari nie aku nak menceritakan tentang aktiviti yang dibuat sepanjang cuti sem nie..

jap aku wat ape eh...

...aa........

a.........

(bunyi cengkerik)

oo ade... heheh aku ber-looklet!

what is looklet actually?

ok ... looklet nie ialah sebuah website (laman sesawang) yang membolehkan anda dress up model pilihan anda...

sounds boring?

ok... nampak laa macam boring.. bg anda yang tak minat fashion.. tapi i'm very sure that girls out there will excited!! hahaha

bagi anda yang biasa main poupee... mesti faham concept website nie macam mana...

kalau poupee anda dress up model berbentuk cartoon character kan? tapi dalam looklet, anda dress up gambar model betul !!

ermmm...

bayangkan... there are thousands of outfit u can choose from.. put a background and apply some effects.. then u'll have a look that represents you~!

ok... sile tgk look yg telah aku hasilkan di looklet.com

cantik tak?

follow me at here

taca's bebel : keDEMMITan

2010-11-16T13:13:00.004+08:00

btw.. sape tak faham perkataan title entry diatas sila cari kamus......

ok.. dalam kamus takde...

waakakakaka..

ok fokus pada perkataan yg caps letter itu

D.E.M.M.I.T

sebut skang.... demmit!

yeahhh pandaiii.....

demmit = DAMN IT~!

literally means = pergi jahanam!

terminology for tak gune!

wakakkakakka....

(eish cam panjang je intro bodo nie!)

btw...saya rasa DEMMIT sebab tak pandai dan tak lawa pakai tudung macam pompuan neh ... wakakaka...

*dush* tumbuk diri sendiri!

lawa ke weh? wakakakaka?

errrrrr... ke yang bawah nie lagi lawa??? eisshhh dosa!

taca can cook : cafe de chevre?

2010-11-16T12:20:00.002+08:00

wth lak cafe de chevre tu?

btw, de chevre = goat , cafe = coffee?

so literally kopi kambing.. wakakaka.....

actually ape yang aku maksudkan ialah kopi susu kambing..

baru2 nie my mum telah mengesyorkan aku minum susu kambing (versi susu tepung) jenama HR..

ok... memang best minum begitu saje... just bancuh ngn segelas air suam.. voila! dah siap..

tapi nak lagi interesting... kite campurkan bende lain!

CAFE DE` CHEVRE

bahan2nya:

1 paket Susu Tepung Kambing HR

1 1/2 sdk serbuk kopi segera (taca guna Nescafe Gold)

1-2 paket Equal (optional, nk gune gula/ brown sugar also can)

cara2 nya.. campurkan semua bahan dengan 1 mug air panas. kacau.. dan nikmatinya dengan biskut jenama Hup Seng!

wakakakkakak sekian tu saja!

p/s: actually tade idea nak post ape.... entry boring

p/s/s: ade dua resipi yg upload kat fb tapi malas nak type dlm blog.. wakakakka boley tak? kalau nak tahu sila add fb saya :P

taca's bebel : kadang2 musibah yang datang tiba2 menjadi benda yang best~!

2010-11-12T20:18:00.002+08:00

derrr panjang giler tajuk entry tak bergambar nie :P terbaca satu blog yang mengadu mengenai baju yang turun kaler ke baju lain menyebabkan baju tersebut bertompok2 kaler lain... ade faham tak statement saya nie?

tak payah terangkan panjang lebar.. aku rasa korang mesti pernah sekurang2 nya sekali mengalami kejadian mengharukan nie.. apatah lagi kalau baju yang menjadi mangsa tu adalah baju kegemaran korang :P

aku pernah jugak mengalami keadaan nie :P sape tah campurkan baju t shirt aku yang berwarna merah dengan shirt putih fancy aku.... adehhh banyak baju (kebanyakannya panties la) bertukar warna menjadi merah jambu :P adehh... bertompok2 macam batik celup ! anehnya shirt putih tadi (turut di cemari warna pink tu) bertukar menjadi t shirt pink pastel yang sungguh cantik! takde tompok2 tapi lebih kepada sebati kaler pink itu kejadiannya... !

alkisahnya warna pink tu kekal :P dan aku tak payah beli shirt kaler pink selepas itu! wakakakka!

taca's bebel : nak dok obersea~

2010-11-08T19:30:00.002+08:00

wakakakkakaka... entry pendek je:P

sekarang nie asyik blog hopping ke blog2 malaysians yang duduk kat oversea... belajar laa.. ikut hubby laa. ape laa.. best nye~!

selalunye blog2 cam nie wujud sebab diorg nak kongsi cerita family diorg kat sana.. cemana nak survive tanpa makanan sesedap kat Malaysia...

rasa bersyukur sangat.. sebab kat Malaysia, agak2 malas nak masak order je.. leh kuar g makan sana sini.. diorg nak kuar makan pun was2.. kene masak sendiri ape rasa nak makan.. huhuhu

tp bile tgk cara hidup diorg katsana (plus melancong tempat best2) rasa nak jugak experience macam tu :P wakakakakka...

tp ayah kata : belajar kat sini pun malas.. niekan plak nak pergi obersea... perghh ayat ayah.. menginsapkan 5 minit~

wakakkaa... tp kalau ade rezeki... leh gak nak duk sana :P

p/s: b, kalau u dapat tawaran kerja oversea.. i on je :P syaratnye :- kawin ngn i dlu then bawak i pi sana ok?

taca's in love : again?

2010-11-05T23:21:00.003+08:00

yeah i'm in love again... dengan sape?

huhuhuhu... dengan orang yang sama .. yang telah mencuri hati saya lebih 4 bulan yang lalu....

i'm still with him...miracle? dunno... magical? dunno..

but we're still together....

we're fixing what's left... improving ourselves .. because somehow we need each other..

we're still together, because his sms won't fail to make me smile.. and his call won't fail to make me happy...

i'm still in love with him.. and i believe he is!

I LOVE YOU, ZULIANTO... and thanks for coming back for me!

25 things about me~

2010-11-04T13:39:00.002+08:00

this is a crap entry but worth if u wanna know me better~

1. i love to eat... and my favourite dish of all time is CHICKEN... HAHAHAHA... give me any dish comprises of that poultry, i will be happy to eat!

2. i love to cook.... especially pasta and western dishes... and also kuih... huhuhu

3. i am an internet-addict... addicted to facebook, blogs, websites and also Yahoo Messenger..

4. i have 3 fb accounts~ ok i think that explains the #4

5. i have 5 ym accounts...also explains #4

6. i'm struggling to finish my studies... hahahha

7. i love karaoke-ing~ so anyone wanna belanja me?

8. i love part-time jobs... but my mum doesn't allow me to do one.

9. i love shopping for books and accessories~ and tshirts!

10. i cry a lot... (cengeng giler)

11. i am easy to be pleased... senang puas hati :d

12. i love ice cream (but sadly i can't eat much)

13. i am diabetic type 1

14. i tried to eat healthy but i can't

15. sometimes i think i am too pretty... but most of the time not!

16. i wish i don;t have to wear hijab (yaAllah ampunkan aku!)

17. i wish i can dye my hair purplish brown~

18. i have a steady boyfriend (NOTE THAT OK!)

19. i have a lot of male friends ... but most of them are useless ~

20. i dont have a lot of close friends~

21. yeah, most of my friends came from the internet.. so what?

22. honestly, i hate when my students msging me on ym... because they dunno what bz meant~

23. i used to smoke... but now i hate them ciggies

24. i used to be so plump.. my weight was 85kg in 2004

25. i always tell lies to my mum... (eventough i know that i can;t tell her lies because she'll found out anyway) but i love her to the max!

that's all i think! wakakakkaka

taca's bebel : they're just WORDS.

2010-10-23T21:02:00.003+08:00

sesungguhnya lidah itu lebih tajam dari mata pena... yes.. this phrase is so true~!

spoken words are so mean!

seriously.. u can held a taekwondo tournament between urselves..yes u will end up hurt ur bones like hell... but u will never held grudge to the person that hurts u...

but, try involving urself in debating world... debating competition.. even if u sure u will win the arguments..but still u will something deeply killing inside... like u wanna stab the person that opposed u..

and it's amazing how this thing even deteriorate ur relationships. whether the words come from ur mouth, or ur partner's or even worse from the people around.. it hurts a lot.. when u realise the thing that separate u from the one u care is just words.. words of slander.. words of accusations.. words of mean jokes.. words of anger.. words of grudge and hatred... they murdered the only thing that makes u happy...

we joked a lot.. and sometimes we didn't realise that that words of jokes hurts people around u... with no mercy..

they break, they tore.. they shed blood from that little heart.. and slowly rip it off... chop them into pieces..small pieces that can't be mended...

they cause tears.. they cause separation.. they cause break-ups....

they're mean!

let's just face it.. they are just WORDS~

taca's bebel : once again~

2010-10-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

hahahhahahhahah....

actually this is the sequel of my previous post ... about him who missing me... lol~

today he msg me (yes via hp) on my maxis and send me ' u wat pe ' sms... but i didn't reply it cuz i was asleep at that time...

then he smsed me again (this time on my celcom) and said ' sombongnya'... hahaha i replied to him and said i'm out of credit~

huhuhuhuhu..

and then he messaged me on yahoo messenger... first he send a msg... " kalau u sayangkan i, add account i" then he give me his new yahoo account address... i just add the account to my list ... then he msged me and said " sayang jugak u kat i" wth?

hahahhaa...

then he started asking me if i got new bf... and bragging about we back together.... i dunno what to say really... a part of me saying that i should be back to him (as everyone knows that we are together before) another part of me saying that i should stop having a bf now.. i dunno....

hahhaha....

so tell me peeps.. what should i do?

i dunno what to do really.... yes, he's really sweet and a good guy he is... but he broke my heart.... plus i've hurt him a lot too... so?

taca's bebel : miss me?

2010-10-22T09:06:00.002+08:00

hahahahahha

agak terkujat sekejap semalam actually.... seperti biasa aku ngn tugas aku sebagai dj di radioctfm.com...

tiba2 dapat satu pm (private message) kat ym....

biasalah tu kan kalau dah on ym. normal je kalau dapat pm...

tapi pelik sebab pm tu dtg dr DIA... hahahha DIA yang merejek aku~ konon2nya aku menipu dia..

tp yang peliknya msg semalam tu macam lain macam~ wakakaka

nak ke aku kopi paste kat sini?

Zul Senpai: salam

taca_is_taca: wsalam

Zul Senpai: how are you

taca_is_taca: ok

taca_is_taca: u?

Zul Senpai: sehat

taca_is_taca: alhamdulillah tak mati lagi

Zul Senpai: huhu

Zul Senpai: kalau u mati tak kan leh chat kan

taca_is_taca: tahu pun

Zul Senpai: hmm

Zul Senpai: dah makan

taca_is_taca: dah

Zul Senpai: ic

Zul Senpai: good

Zul Senpai: bz ke

taca_is_taca: jap

taca_is_taca: tak la bz sgt

taca_is_taca: tp tgh on air

Zul Senpai: ic

Zul Senpai: sorry kalau ganggu

taca_is_taca: tak pun

Zul Senpai: you tgh kerja

Zul Senpai: i tak nak ganggu

taca_is_taca: kerja sesambil

taca_is_taca: sukahati u

taca_is_taca: btw

taca_is_taca: knp u pm?

Zul Senpai: sbb i rindu

taca_is_taca: rindu?

taca_is_taca: u buat lawak ke?

Zul Senpai: suka hati u

taca_is_taca: huhuhuhu

taca_is_taca: jgn laa rindu i ... i pernah tipu u

taca_is_taca: i tak layak bersama u lagi..

Zul Senpai: ok

taca_is_taca: terima kasih atas ape yg u pernah bg i selama nie

taca_is_taca: i minta maaf kalau i ada salah dan silap

taca_is_taca: halalkan makan minum i...

Zul Senpai: dah2

Zul Senpai: i marah kat u kejap

Zul Senpai: apa pun i dah lupakan

Zul Senpai: u tak ada hutang apa2 dgn i

taca_is_taca: marah lelama pun takpe

taca_is_taca: i buat dosa ngan u kan

Zul Senpai: mmg lah

Zul Senpai: apa ada pada marah

Zul Senpai: dah lah i tak nak ingat lah benda lepas

Zul Senpai: benda dah nak jadi

taca_is_taca: ok

Zul Senpai: ok

Zul Senpai: dah nak tido ke

taca_is_taca: belum

taca_is_taca: rancangan i sampai kul 12.15am

Zul Senpai: oo

Zul Senpai: sorry ok

Zul Senpai: i kacau u buat kerja

taca_is_taca: sorry?

taca_is_taca: tak laaa

taca_is_taca: bukan susah sgt

taca_is_taca: klik2 je

Zul Senpai: ok

Zul Senpai: i nak masuk tido

Zul Senpai: you take care ok

taca_is_taca: ok

Zul Senpai: and i really miss you

Zul Senpai: gnight

hahahahha miss me? damn great!

kenapa perlu merindu aku? sedangkan kau sudah jelaskan aku bukan untuk mu?

btw, i'm happy~ wakakakka...

taca's tune : she's gone

2010-10-20T08:32:00.000+08:00

SHE'S GONE - STEELHEART

She's gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I'm to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can't live without her love.

In my life
There's just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I'm wasting away.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus)

Lady, won't you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she's gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.
I'm so alone,
I'm begging you,
I'm down on my knees.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus x2)

Lady, oh, lady.
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.

taca's bebel: aku tak marah~!

2010-10-17T17:28:00.001+08:00

seriously aku tak marah pada sesiapa yang menegur atau menasihati aku... walaupun aku tak semestinya ikut apa yg anda advicekan tu... tapi aku appreciate dan happy at least ade org yang care pasal aku..

this is just a short entry...

i need a hug and i got it~! i am so happy like heaven~!!!

taca's bebel : failed!

2010-10-15T10:08:00.001+08:00

fiuhh fiuhhh *kemas habuk + sawang*

memang dah berhabuk pun blog nie... sorry bukan taknak update tp.. takde mood.. susah nak cari mood menulis tu... sebab semua perasaan dah drained pergi tempat lain...

yeah... for those yang tak tahu.. the relationship failed again.... hr tu break kejap... and i felt guilty about it.. i was very sad the other day... but weirdly, after we reconcile and break up again, i don't feel anything...

there is no urge to cry my heart out or to feel sad or mellow about it.. weirdly, i feel calm and contented... hahahhaha i dunno what happened to myself... maybe i was too numb from the previous breakup to feel a thing...

there is no more enZul in my life.... but the life has to go on..

by the way, i do hope that he'll be happy after this.. happy being whatever he wanted and finds a girl more suitable for him (hey i'm not THAT mean ok)

when a relationship is failing... why we must struggle to keep it? let it be.. and find a way out...

sad but true, i'm typing this entry without a single tear running on my cheek... i guess i have cried enough~

seriously, one of u will laugh or say " break up lagi? " so what? no one understands me anyway~

and btw... i want to say thanks to enZul for the experience and love that i feel when i was with u.. thanks for accepting and breaking up our relatonship... yes, i am guilty... but think of what you've done that make me doing that mistake :d

i'm so happy~ i can't believe this is me!

taca's in love : why?

2010-10-01T19:26:00.002+08:00

dia cakap dia demam...

oh my god... i'm so worried about him...

i missed him... so damn much!!

why can't he forgive me? why?

i missed the way he talk to me.. the way he sees me....

i miss him!

taca's bebel : on air~

2010-09-30T19:33:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah.... pada malam nie insyaAllah aku akan bertugas dengan rasminya di CTfm.com sebagai djTaca... ehcece..

buat pengetahuan semua.. ctfm.com nie adalah online radio yang diasaskan oleh KhyreeKarim, seorang peminat dato' siti nurhaliza dari Singapura ... dan sekarang mempunyai 4 org dj, iaitu Khyree sendiri, Fazliah (Sgpore), Sidi AF7 (Malaysia) dan Taca (Malaysia) ....

siaran bermula jam 9.30pm dan tamat pada pukul 12.15am...

dan mulai 4Oct 2010 ia akan bersiaran selama 24 jam...

segmen taca adalah segmen Nostalgia yang akan memutarkan lagu2 Dato' Siti dari album pertama nya (Siti Nurhaliza 1) hinggalah album Prasasti Seni.. so segmen nie juga akan mengimbau kenangan lama yang berkenaan dengan lagu2 tersebut....

permintaan lagu juga akan dilayan~

so kalau ade sesapa yg ingin mendengarkan aku membebel dan memutarkan lagu~ apa lagi sila layari ctfm.com~

taca's bebel : maybe...

2010-09-29T00:11:00.001+08:00

maybe i have made a wrong decision... tapi takpe....

ALLAH tu ada...

taca's in love : i'm sorry~

2010-09-28T16:34:00.002+08:00

dear,

i'm sorry i'm doing this. i'm not happy doing this, i want you to know...

but i want you to be happy... and if it means that u're happy without me.. yes this is the thing that i'm doing.

i still love you don't you worry... i'm giving you a break... this is not easy...

and after you've done thinking about this relationship, and you decide it's me that you choose.. come back to me.. i'll open my arms and will embrace you and give all my love to you..

think about this, baby... i still love you....

and damn me, i still wanna kiss you and all...

p/s: don't make me wait too long~

taca's nuff : Digi iPhone 4 Play~

2010-09-26T09:24:00.003+08:00

okayh.... i admit i am so dumb when dealing with musical instruments... so weird eh? cuz i love music so much!

and when my bro bought his guitar, i'm dying to try my hands on it..

ok... it's not as easy as it looks, btw... after several attempts to learn playing the guitar... i did 'putus asa' a bit.. sigh~

until one day i cam across an amazing video on facebook... a gurl playing guitar and drum on iPhone.. and with 2 iPhones she managed to do her own jamming session ~ wow~!!!

btw, i did some research and found that the Guitarist App can be downloaded from iPhone AppStore! wow!!!!

how cool is that~ not only i can boast on the ultimate gadget, but also the cool App!!

and don't forget thousands of cool Apps to be explored by me~!

how i crave for iPhone4!!

taca's bebel : bukti aku disayangi..

2010-09-25T19:52:00.004+08:00

just a simple photo...

i love you ma! xoxo

p/s: btw, aku tahu mak aku hot! 21 years ago and still~ hahahha

taca's bebel : blog best!

2010-09-25T17:52:00.003+08:00

of late aku memang telah banyak berkunjung ke blog2 yang best2... hhaha nak tahu cemana blog tu best? ko pegi kat satu blog yg best.. perhati blog roll dia... kalau dia jenis campak je link blog kat blog roll tu.. nasib arrr (pada aku org tu tak bape smart.. aku bukan kutuk org.. aku pun buat camtu .. blog aku bukan best sgt pun)

okay cemana lak kalau ko jumpe blog yg tersusun rapi blog roll dia... okayh... ko tgk tajuk blogroll dia... dia akan bg nama pada list tu dengan nama macam "sumber inspirasi " ke.. "makanan aku" ke..

hahaha lagi satu tips... kalau kau jumpe lak link blog tu byk kat blogroll org lain.. maknenye best la tu... worth it utk di baca... wakakaka~

sekian tips bodo dr aku **********

tak sebenarnye ikut suke kau laa nak klasifikasikan blog yg best tu cemana... bergantung pada minat.. dan ciri2 lain...

pada follower aku yg 62 org ~ arigato gozaimas.... hehhehe sudi jugak nak follow blog aku~ juge pada silent readers! huhuhu dan blog2 yg selama ni bg inspirasi kat aku!

you rawkk guys!

taca's nuff : Digi iPhone 4 me~

2010-09-25T11:37:00.004+08:00

hey yaaaah... u read it right~! i'm so in love with iPhone4 and dying to get my hands to it~! and now a chance for me to win it~ hey easy peasy task! 4 blog posts are the only thing u have to pay to win the superdelicious iphone4....~

they already arrived at our shore this month~! wow!! definitely a big WOW! with choice of sleek black or pure white, definitely the ultimate gadget u have to have!

the new iPhone4 is so perfect 4 me~ with new feature which is FaceTime.. now videocalling is coming real for iPhone users~ ( hey, traditional voice-call is now so yesterday~) imagine seeing ur beloved family's face while talking to them! so real!

besides that, view your images or data in amazingly crisp and sharp 960x640 resolution graphic display! wow~! clearer and clearer...

not to mention HD video features lets u record and edit ur video anywhere with just clicks and swaps on the screen! hey this is the ultimate gadget u ever want! (er... read between the lines : i ever wanted)

ok my entry today might sound like i advertising the ultimate iPhone 4~ but the truth is it's the new features that attracted me so much into this machine! not to mention the thousands of apps i can dowload from the AppStore! can't wait to get my hands on it!

plus, to get it for free from Digi~ hey it's a once in lifetime opportunity! yummeh~

iPhone4 from Digi is definitely 4 me!!

taca's bebel : cham peng at KLCC

2010-09-24T14:52:00.003+08:00

**sorry kalau entry nie agak skema atau merapu... nie aku copy dr catitan tangan ku di Rasa KLCC 4 jam yang lalu...

cham peng

sumber image : google

Drinking cham peng at Rasa KLCC. siapa sangka kopi dan teh boleh bersatu? Pahit kopi dan kelat teh berbeza tapi bila bersatu menyempurnakan rasa baru yang unik dan menyegarkan.. i simply love Cham Peng!

Buih2 halus yang menghiasi gelas mengingatkan aku kepada iklan kopi segera yang dibintangi komedian yg ku minati, Harith Iskander.. haluusss sangatt!

mungkin aku patut menukar nama blog aku kepada Secangkir Cham Peng ( bunyik cam champagne! heheheh ) sebab hidup aku yang serba pahit dan manis sering menjadi topik utama dalam setiap entry ku... yang sering aku tulis dan dibaca oleh readers ku yang aku kurang pasti siapa ( walaupun sebahagiannya aku tahu!)

Segelas cham peng yang selalu mencetuskan idea.. Pekat, pahit, kelat, manis dan dingin. benar2 seperti kehidupanku... sentiasa aku berharap catitanku menjadi seperti secangkir Cham Peng di KLCC.. menyegarkan dan penuh emosi!

Hari ini aku menonton wayang lagi...di TGV KLCC... Magika (12.30pm) dan Piranha (3.50pm) dapat diskaun rm2 utk magika kerana guna kad pelajar... well being a student byk privilege.... pandai2 lah guna...

bukan tak biasa menonton seorang diri. selalu sangat... bukannya tak suka berteman, tapi lebih senang buat hal sendiri... bukan semua org mampu fit in dengan jadual aku...

Nak tgk Charlie St Cloud tp sebab tayangannya pukul 11.30pm terpaksa batalkan.. nampaknya kena tgk lain kali...

btw, sekarang perang dingin dah di lancarkan... but i still miss him like always.. always and forever.....

p/s: dah email tukang emas.. nak suh kak long balik and bring that gelang emas and my blood test result.. bukan senang nak puaskan hati semua org~

taca's bebel : going to meet~

2010-09-24T14:47:00.001+08:00

i'm going to meet her~ my idol blogger~

check out her blog~ >>click here<<

always be my dosage of comfortness and inspiration~

taca's bebel : my beloved bro~

2010-09-24T10:44:00.002+08:00

today's entry is dedicated to my beloved bro, Ahmad Safiuddin Firdaus or known as Safi @Abang..

actually i can't remember how my reaction when u were born coz i was so small at that time... as a 1 year 9 mths girl, can u expect me to remember how my reaction then? but the only thing i know we kinda growing up together right?

i remember we shared (and sometimes fight for) our fav drink in the nursing bottle, MILO! yeah we seldom had milk before right?

then we grow up, i was away to boarding school, and we become not that close anymore... but college years came and suddenly we're close again... u become the best friend and the one i discuss anything as a family member...

i still remember 2 years ago, when u had the accident all because of me... i'm sorry.. i still feel guilty about that... huhuhu anyway u become much more handsome after the accident lol~

now u're 21 years old.. hahahah that's y u become so gatal these days.... i'm happy that u've become a fine young man and worth to be a boyfriend to anybody~ the gurl is so lucky to have my lil bro! but don't be a heartbreaker please~

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you... and may Allah bless you with love... and btw, don't forget me ~ hahaha i'm still ur best sis!

taca's bebel : chances for me to make moolahs~ hahah

2010-09-23T14:07:00.002+08:00

for those who really2 knows me or followed my blog for a very long time before, you know i am diabetic right?

and who knows i can make moolahs (money) by selling my piss~!?

gross isn't it? but some guys recently invented whiskey using diabetic peoples' urine! yucky~

the urine is purified and then is mixed with mash stock to accelerate the fermentation process... then they added some whiskey to it~ hahaha lol~

btw, it's not for commercial... more to an art actually~

ok... most of my readers i know don't drink booze.. but if u're a drinker, would u mind sampling my urine whiskey? hahahah~

p/s: btw check out this post by a blogger about this matter~ cool!

taca's bebel : do i look LIC?

2010-09-22T07:43:00.002+08:00

yeah, i've been mentioning about meeting enZul's mom a few times before... and yet enZul said that maybe next week he's taking me to meet his mom.. and i am so excited about it.. prepared myself with decent baju kurung and bought a pair of new shoes for that! can u imagine how thrilled i am?

yeah, i know the sound of i'm going to meet his mum first instead of him seeing mine is a bad idea... or kinda bold.. like i was putting my parents behind. but the truth is i know what i'm doing.

to see his mum is an important phase of this relationship. i assure you that. the reason? i don't have to mention here.. it's a secret and only discussing that with tash :x

u see.. if my parents as a sport as those parents... seriously i wouldn't mind to tell them about my bfs.. seriously... but they always produce words like " gatal " or "belajar dulu " or " awak sure ke dia really nak awak serius" so now you tell me... would u tell your parents if u got answers like that? would u? it's not that i'm criticizing my parents.. as i know they want the best for me.. but i hate get responses like that.. especially when dealing with a big decision like this..

and it is not that i will putting my parents behind entirely when dealing with this matter, but let me meet his mum first, get approval from her (and also maybe to get some essential informations) and then when his side already approved me, it will make the things easier for me as to convince my parents about marriage... so don't say that i don't menjaga maruah or what.. cuz what if his side did not approve me after i have introduce him to my family?

frankly, i do not oppose ur way of introducing ur bf to ur family first or what so ever... seriously.. if u're good in ur way, then alhamdulillah... in my case, it is a lil bit different.. i'm not that close to my family to talk about these things. there are different approaches for different cases.

i hope my entry today do not oppose or hurt anyone. it is just my opinion and i'm explaining my reason.. in whatever way, i do hope that all of you pray for me, cuz i really need that.. thanks~

taca's in love : dating

2010-09-20T17:34:00.001+08:00

saya baru balik dating.... dua jam yaaaannnnnggg...........

kurang sempurna.. tapi saya masih bersyukur saya punya kekasih seperti dia.. saya harap hari perkahwinan kita tidak lama lagi perlu saya menantinya.... saya cintakan anda encik ZULIANTO.... saya berdebar tggu minggu depan... terima kasih b!

taca's in love + taca's bebel : nothing

2010-09-18T15:17:00.003+08:00

hahha saje je nak gabungkan segment! wakakaka

saat aku menaip entry nie.. ade banyak mende bermain2 kat pale otak aku nie... first aku fikir, dah lama tak buat segment taca's in love... bukan ape.

pastu tgh fikir bila ma + ayah nak decide pegi kl nie.. malam nie ke? esok pagi ke? entah...

actually sebenarnye tgh2 blog hopping... tercame across satu blog nie... tak nak laa taruk link blog dia.. sebab ... entah aku segan kalau sapa2 tahu aku baca blog dia tu.. tapi satu je aku rasa masa aku baca blog dia.. JEALOUSY...

tahu sebab ape aku jeles? sebab dia lelaki... pastu blog dia selalu cite pasal gfren dia... dia selalu gambarkan yg gfren dia sgt comel... hahaha kadang2 aku rasa nak nangis... sebab aku tahu kadang2 lelaki selalu tunjuk macho dan susah nak cakap pasal awek kat semua org kan... hahhahaa

ye.. aku ada enZul... aku tahu dia sayang aku.. tapi aku tak sedar setakat mana dia sayang aku... aku harap dia sayangkan aku macamana aku sayang kan dia... tak pernah aku lupakan dia walau seminit pun... tidur pun kadang2 mimpikan dia...

ape kaitannye kan? kaitannye di sini... aku tak tahu... aku tak tahu betul ke aku nie gadis di hati enZul... bukan aku tak trust dia.. tapi aku tak tahu... sebab aku takleh baca blog dia (dia tade blog) aku tak leh baca ape dia rasa (dia tade facebook) entah... sejak bila laa laman sosial tu menjadi penting dalam soal perhubungan... adehh... entah~

lately nie aku rasa jauh dengan dia... terutamanya a few weeks before raya.. kitorg quarell a bit.. bila aku balik raya ke Ipoh.. dalam pada seronok nak beraya tu... aku sentiasa rindukan dia.. rasa nak nangis bila ingat dia... aku tahu dia marah kat aku... pasal banyak perkara... maaf je tak cukup kot...

rasa sedih sangat bila dia kata aku beraya tak ingat dia... b. semua tu tak betul.. i sentiasa ingat kat u... u can ask people around.. setiap masa i'm talking about u!

hari nie dia balik dari bali... semalam dia online.. we talked a bit...rasanya cam dah lama sgt tak contact.. ade la sms skit2...

maybe he's stressed out pasal kerja kot.. so i think dia dah balik dr Bali nie mood dia ok.. aku nak happykan dia... aku nak bahagiakan dia.. sebab bahagia bersama tu matlamat aku...

aku rindu nak cakap dengan dia.. aku rindu gelak tawa dia.. aku rindu senyuman dia.. aku rindu sentuhan dia.. aku rindu segala2nya pasal dia.. aku rindu masa dia manjakan aku... aku rindu tgk dia makan... aku rinduu~!!

b, u jangan la tinggalkan i dah... i boleh jadi GILA ok?

taca's bebel : baju daging~

2010-09-18T13:00:00.003+08:00

kecoh gile tgk meat dress lady gaga kat MTV Video Music Awards~ buat dari 100% daging mentah dan fresh~

berikut adalah 8 Fakta Mengenai 'Baju Daging' Lady Gaga :-

1. Di perbuat dari pada 100% daging lembu sebenar~

daging lembu di dapati daripada pembekal daging lembu tempatan di LA.

2. Bau dia best~ (yucks..ye ke?)

Lady gaga kata bau dia manis~ hahahah

3. Berat dress nie 50lbs .. (lebih kurang 22.7 kg)

4. daging yang digunakan adalah daging yg 'murah' (flank je bukan batang pinang)

Peter Cacioppo (butcher daging) dia kata : " There is no expensive cuts here, no real steaks. The best you've got is the flank steak on top of the head"

5. Selesa. Lady Gaga kata " it was the most comfortable dress i wear that night" ye laa daging rasa sejuk kott~

6. daging lembu tu 100% semula jadi. tanpa bahan pengawet~

7. takde kesan darah ok baju tu. Franc Fernandez (designer baju tu) "It's actually very clean meat, very sturdy and strong and doesn't run at all. It's the meat u use to make a roast, where you roll it in a tortilla and put it in the oven"

8. Dress tu akan di jadikan daging salai / kering.. daging tu akan mengering bukannye reput .. so dia akan jadi daging kering/ salai bukan daging busuk ok~

peace makcik peace~

p/s: agak2 korang laaa... sanggup ke nak pakai macam lady gaga?

p/s/s: agak2 kalau ajak lady gaga datang malaysia nak tak buatkan dia baju lemang ketupat rendang bagai?

sumber : buzzfeed.com

taca's tag : my HONEST feelings towards her~

2010-09-17T20:43:00.002+08:00

my answer :

1: i am taca :P

2: yes, indeed~

3: we met i think over a year ago~ first online then several meetings~

4: two-faced tasha cuz she looked harsh and mean, but yet in her heart is melting gold~

5: gemuk~ wakakakka

6: first not so good, considering u're harsh and what so ever.. then i know u... and started to regard u as my bestfriend

7: naaahh~ answered

8: ermm... when a girl in purple dress swayed her hips in front of me... surely reminds me of u~

9: a Ferragamo handbag? or Charles and Keith's heels?

10 : Taylor Swift's song, You Belong With Me :P

11: i may not know u as what ur close friends does.. but i surely know how is tasha when she's in love~!

12: the last time? at downtown cheras.. months ago~

13: nothing~ for the time being!

14: hate? dunno~

15 : love? i love how easy i can pour everything to u... and for u being a good listener!

16: i hope to see u being an art director and happily married with somebody that u love and in love with u~ and with 1-2 kids!

17 : that's what i'm doing!

taca's bebel : couple satu skolah~

2010-09-17T13:52:00.002+08:00

sedar tak sedar entry yang lepas tu adelah entry ke 200~ tahniah taca!

ok ok.... seperti yang telah ku khabarkan kepada readers semua, Syawal kali nie memang best pasal dapat beraya bersama kawan2 SMKAK yang super duper best! wakakaka... dan seperti biasa.. bila lama tak jumpa macam2 perkara yang kitorg bincangkan (dalam ertikata lain gossipkan) wakkaka... dan seperti biasa perkara yang tak lepas dibincangkan adalah soal boyfren girlfren... dan semestinya pasangan yang couple sesama batch/sekolah mesti laa paling hangat (sebab bf/gf nya semua org kenal)

dalam diam tak diam rupanya setelah dikira-kira campur tolak bahagi semua.. ada lebih kurang 17 pasangan yang telah diidentify.. ramai gak tuh! tak sangka eh? dan dalam 17 pasangan tu, 2 pasangan telah pun melangkah one step ahead dari just sekadar bercinta iaitu alam pertunangan~ weee...

tgk kawan2 dah bertunang rasa jeles jugak laaa... heheh rasa nak jugak melangkah ke alam yang sama~ takpe taca sabor taca sabor~ wakakakaka

taca's bebel : diary syawal taca

2010-09-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

fuhhh fuhhh... berhabuk bersawang blog nie~ since susah betul nak online since malam raya... hahahha bukanla bz memanjang (walaupun bz gak.. hahhaa) tapi saje malas nak ngadap lappy... rehat mata... ym, facebook ngn blog kubiarkan sepi eceh~

so sebab malas nak type panjang2.. ku senaraikan laah ape yg ku buat sepanjang seminggu lebih Syawal nie

1 Syawal - seperti biasa bersiap2 pakai baju baru segala bagai~ tema kaler tahun nie kelabu + turqoise.. dah lepas diorg balik semayang raya, bermaaf-maafan, then tggu sanak sedara dtg dan sesi tgkap gambar... then sesi makan2 dan bersiap2 utk balik kampung ayah kat Teluk Intan.. beraya di kampung ayah.. jumpe sanak sedara, makan best then collect duit raya~ hahaha raya pertama collection mencecah rm56 je... wakakakka~ petang dah balik umah dah~ malam plak, ke rumah Anjang dan Mak Nyah di Rapat Setia

2 Syawal - beraya di rumah je... masak Nasi Carrot, Kari Ayam dan Nasi Ulam.. jamu Mak Teh dan Jang yang datang beraya kerumah... bestfren ku Joe datang beraya kerumah~ heheheh.. tu je agak meriah gak laa.. alhamdulillah hampir semua makanan habis~!!

3 Syawal - seawal jam 8 dh bertolak ke Medan Kidd, bertolak ke Bagan Serai bersama Safinas dan Shimah untuk Reunion Raya 2010.. sampai ke first stop : rumah Ija (nasi impit kuah kacang+ mee tomyam) pada pukul 10am.. tggu crowd sampai dan bergerak ke rumah Leha... beraya di rumah Leha (mee rebus) sebelum bergerak ke rumah Shiha (lontong) .. then gerak ke Taiping, konvoi 4 kereta (Viva Finas, Viva Watie, Myvi Tyra dan Kancil Hanis)...

gerak ke rumah Ben, tapi tak sempat masuk dah kena halau (wakakaka) sebenarnye crowd yg kat rumah Ben nak gerak ke rumah Fizrie a.k.a Baling so gerak terus ke rumah Baling, tambah lagi 3 kereta, lepas pekena laksa dan mihun superb kat rumah Baling, kami gerak ke rumah Najwa Fardella (sate + mee sup) then kami gerak ke rumah Syafiq Riduan di Kmpung Boyan.. oh yea sebelum tu singgah di Masjid Kpg Boyan dlu~ rumah Syafiq hidangkan laksa... hehehe

then crowd pecah dua.. 4 kereta ke rumah Arizatun Najwa di Changkat Larah, yang lain menuju ke Kamunting... pada hari tu, Arizatun Najwa bertunang dengan Izmil (kawan sekolah kami gak~) so dihidangkan nasi, sambal udang petai dan kari daging~

bila jam dah pukul 6, kami pun gerak balik.... sampai ipoh pukul 1pg sebab jam melampau..malas nak cite pasal jam~~~~

4 Syawal- lepak je kat rumah~ tak pegi mana2....

5 Syawal - open house di rumah... menu : Spaghetti Alfredo, Bolognese, Mihun Sup, Bergedel Special, Coleslaw terbaik punya~~ mihun Singapore dan Garlic Bread.. yummeh betul~ tetamu paling awal sampai pukul 1pm dan yg terakhir pulang pada pukul 12am... antara kawan2 aku yg hadir : Rahman, Syafiq Razak, Pali, Shimah, Safinas, Ana KA, Ben, Muliyana, Soleh, Syafiq Riduan, Hazwan dan Luqman... thanks~!! sebab tolong habiskan makanan~ wakakaka....

6 Syawal - beraya ke rumah Acik Ken di Manjung.. Lunch plus Minum petang... mee kari superb!

7 Syawal - sarapan nasi lemak ma yg sungguh yummeh~ tengahari beraya ke rumah Tok Chik di Tambun dan Tok Piei di Sungai Rokam... sempat shopping di Jusco, beli handbag merah Cleef... hahahhaa... menyala kau merah dia~ tapau KFC untuk budak2....

petang rumah dikunjungi sepupu Kak Nonie dan 7 anaknya~ wakakakaka~~

gambar2 nanti laaa saya upload... sekarang saya tak larat~ sungguh!!!

taca's nuff : are you moist enough?

2010-09-16T21:43:00.002+08:00

i love my skin~ i know it is not as exotic as Jessica Alba's colour or as fair as Sophie Elis Baxton but.. i love it the way it is.. plus it is in the colour i like~ fair enough!

when we mentioned skincare, most of us will take care only on facial part but not the whole body's skin.. for me, facial and skin shared the same priority.. and most of all, i love the way my enZul compliment me for my skin~

so when people asking me if my skin is moist enough, i used to answer, " i don't know" but thanks to the internet now i know there is a way to test if my skin is moist enough or not...

it is to SCRATCH IT~

yeah, scratch it... and if there are white lines appears on your skin~ it does mean that your skin is not moist enough!

well, as i studied in a well-known institution... and perhaps live most of my days in air-conditioned building, keeping moisture on my skin is not that easy...

there are two ways that i choose to keep my skin supple and moist~!

1. drink a lot of plain water

2. apply moisturizing lotion or oil..

yeah, i am blessed to live in country with easy access to clean plain water... and i always keep a bottle of water near me to keep me hydrated and moisturised~! plain water is my official drink!

for the 2nd option, actually i used to apply baby lotion on my skin after shower... but i do think that it is not keeping the moisture good enough as the structure of my skin is different from baby's skin (eventough i wish i have the moist and soft baby skin!)

then my good friend Shimah, introduce to me Vaseline Total Moisture! wow~~ since then i stopped using baby lotion and become a steadfast user of Vaseline..

for years, we have been using Vaseline petroleum jelly for a lot of different usage but never know that they have launched a new beauty products!

as i do have a bed-ridden grandma, and she also in a air conditioned room for 24 hours, we also applied Vaseline lotion to her skin as to keep it moist and to avoid the skin become too dry and eventually develop wound on her skin..

so thank you Vaseline... for launching such a good range of products~ and btw.. i can't wait for the invites and the chance to won the COACH handbag and the goodieS~! weehuuu

taca's tune : syukur~

2010-09-16T21:19:00.003+08:00

Syukur [Kau Yang Satu] - One Nation Emcees

Ku bersyukur kepadaMu

Hanya dikau yang Satu

Memberiku cahaya hidupku

Maha esa

Gelap tanpa kasihMu

Perjalananku buntu

Ampuni segala dosa dosaku

Aku terpaku melihat kebesaranMu

Aku bersyukur segala rezeki untukku

Dan juga bila kau dalam fikiranku

Aku tunduk membisu

Terus sujud padaMu

Mari kita renungi segala apa terjadi

mana hilangnya Cinta?

Mana hilangnya setia?

Aku akan terus cekalkan hati ini

Dari terbit sehingga terbenamnya mentari

Dunia sementara kan dihitung juga

Sebelum terlambat tunaikan kewajipan kita

Tak guna airmata menitik bila tiba masa

Syurga atau neraka itulah jawapannya

Aku lelaki lengkap dengan anggota

Berfikir tiap masa, fikir tentang keluarga

Lindungilah aku dari fitnah dan noda

Kau tempatku meminta

Kau beri ku bahagia

Chorus

Ku hirup secukup udara

Hatiku buka, termenung

Melihat jalan gelap lagi mendung

Kadangkala ku bertanya

Kemana cahaya?

Mana nak ku cari sedikit kudrat dan keramat?

Yang penuh rahmat?

Berjuta juta kali dunia mempermainkanku

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taca's bebel : salam lebaran

2010-09-08T21:44:00.001+08:00

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Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

assalamualaikum wbt..

pucuk kaduk pucuk pegaga

direndang bersama buah bidara

ampun dan maaf ikhlas dipinta

dari rakan dan sanak saudara

masak lemak petai sepapan

sambal tumis jadi hiasan

seindah Syawal seikhlas ucapan

semoga bahagia di hari lebaran

disini taca ingin merakamkan seikhlas ucapan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI ~ MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

kepada readers, silent readers dan followers~

taca can cook : ketupat sotong ayahku~

2010-09-05T15:23:00.002+08:00

hari nie taca ade projek ngn ayah~ nak buat ketupat sotong!

actually ayah yang teringin.. huhuhu dari semalam dok sebut2 nak makan ketupat sotong!

pagi tadi pun siap follow ma pegi market.. balik2 terus siang sotong! termasuk ayam dan ikan yg dibeli laaa.. semua siap!

pastu taca tgh sidai kain kat dapur... tetiba dia panggil.. ingatkan ada apa.. rupanya nak cerita kat tv dia tgk chef wan masak ketupat sotong~ hahahah excited tul ayah aku nie~!!

then taca pun pi laa google resipi kat internet.... siap call bu lagi tanye resipi (bu org kelate)

tgk2 ayah dah siap2 google resipi kat laptop dia :)) semangat waja seehhhh

ok recipe time~

KETUPAT SOTONG AYAHKU

3 ekor sotong besar (3 ekor 500gm tu!)

bahan A

1/2 cawan pulut (tanak/kukus)

1/2 cawan santan

1/2 sudu kecil halba

1 sudu kecil lada hitam kisar

sedikit garam

bahan B

1 cawan santan cair

1/2 cawan santan pekat

sebiji bawang besar

2cm halia

sebatang serai

1/2 sudu lada hitam (biji)

1/2 sudu kecil halba (bahagi dua)

1/2 sudu kecil gula merah

sedikit garam

cara2nya...

1. tanak pulut macam biasa. sesudah masak, gaulkan dengan bahan A hingga rata.. ketepikan

2. bersihkan sotong, pisahkan kepala ngn badan **jika mau kuah putih, buang kulit nipis sotong,jika tak nanti kuah akan berwarna kemerahan

3. sumbat sotong dgn pulut sampai padat. jgn terlalu penuh.. tinggal sket ruang utk sematkan ngn lidi.. sematkan dgn lidi

4. susun sotong dalam periuk dan curahkan santan cair dr B. masak guna api kecil hingga susut kuah. kemudian masukkan bahan2 B yg selebihnya dan masak hingga pekat

5. hidangkan

verdict : oklaa rasa dia macam nasi dagang tp versi sotong haha aci tak? tapi kalau kitorg org perak nie tak lalu laa makan nie saja... kene lawan ngn rendang atau sambal pedas2 bru ngam~

taca's bebel : nak jadi mama~

2010-09-04T07:29:00.003+08:00

huhuhuu since yesterday i was so hooked with this particular blog DRAMA MAMA... talking about her journey as a SAHM (stay at home mom, a jazzy terms for fulltime housewife) and her cute son, Irfan..

the bad habit (dunno it's bad or not), when i came across some interesting blog.. my hands will keep on clicking on the older entries/previous posts button until the very first eentry of the blog... then the stories will lingered in my mind and like i known them for life... hahahhaa

reading her blog... and also a few other SAHM's blogs like zarinbahrin's or salam dua benua.... make me drooling at the thoughts of being a mum and started berangan over some dreams of becoming a domestic goddess.. hahahaha...

i can imagine blabbering about my son or daughter... hahaha posting some recipes i tried at home.. blogging about enZul (future hubby) and things happening revolving our family (eh cehhh)

but suddenly a pooff... hahah and i'm back to my life as a student and still not married yet~

hahhaaa....

a little update on me and enZul.. these 2,3 days seems to be a little bit hot between us... we're quarelling and argue with each other... and last night i cried like hell...

and what pissing me off... there's a friend tried to warned him about ME!! he claimed that i have done something really2 bad.... and the worst of it.. they are partly true...

so i went crying like nobody's business... and stat to blaming myself and regretting every single thing i did...

enZul trying hard to convince me that he's forgiving me... and after all they're in the past... so there's no use talking about it now...

u see i love him to bits.. and i'm afraid i'm going to lose him... all because a slander....

i think this time i have to be aware of my friends and online friends as well... who knows one of them will stab u at the back and before u realise it the wound is so deep u can't mend it back...

p/s : i'll make sure the guy who slandered me will suffer for the rest of his life!

taca's bebel : air longkang!

2010-09-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

kalau aku bengang atau bosan... dua mende aku buat : laundry or makan..

so kalau dah malam2 cam nie ape nak laundry nye... so aku tibe craving nak makan aiskrim coklat...

dari kul 8.30pm aku tunggu ke pukul 10pm ( sebab bulan ramadhan nie convi tutup dr kul 7-10pm)

aku tggu penuh sabarr.... seyes aku sabar..

kul 10 aku kuar bilik... niat nak beli cornetto je.. so aku bawak laa rm 5 je...

sampai2 tgk2 convi tutup.. aku tggu depan convi sampai pukul 10.34pm... tak bukak2

sudahnye aku fedup.. aku masuk cafe... tatau nak makan ape... nak satisfy cravings aku... nak order milo ais... nanti dapat susu ais bermilo (milo sket laa mknenye tu) so aku try order milo kosong ais....

setahu aku laaa standard kalau order milo kosong... milo dia sure byk2... sebab tade gula/susu... yang aku dapat rasa macam air longkang~~~!!!

milo dua sudu kecik je kot... tambah air panas ngn ais... serius .. rasa dan warna cam air longkang (macamla pernah minum air longkang)... kena charge rm 1.30...

pastu aku nampak gerai thai kat blakang... rasa macam best je kalau pekena mi celup ayam... cam sedap je... tgk2 harga dia tulis kat situ rm 4... kat tangan ade rm 3.70.... rasa macam nak sepak diri sendiri je....

aku pun balik ngn hampa ke bilik.... on the way, aku campakkan plastik air yg bru 3/4 airnye aku minum dalam longkang (first time aku buat camtu... selalu aku buang dlm tong).. bru betul jadi air longkang kan....

aku bengang!!!!!

taca's in love : hari nie saya marah!

2010-09-02T19:24:00.002+08:00

dear my baby,

while i'm typing this entry.... i'm crying... yeah.. the tears flowed on my cheek... thinking how easily i'm hurt by ur doings...

it is not a big issue actually... but i'm pissed off...

eventough i'm not saying to u (yet~) i'm sorry for being angry at you.. for my words that might hurt you... and at times that i yelled at you...

i still love you...

please sms or call me.... soon.. whenever you're ready.. i will forgive you.. easily... just like always...

i'm so sorry... come back to me b.... pleasee...

taca's bebel : 8 bulan....

2010-09-02T11:59:00.002+08:00

laaaa hari tu kata setahunn... nie ape yang 8 bulan plak?

hehehe rileks.. sebelum korang buat spekulasi yg lebih lanjut.. let me explain...

sekarang nie aku tgh menonton drama 8bulan kat tonton.com.my... (anak syarikat MediaPrima) huhuhu actually aku nak tgk Dunia Baru Reunion yg dulu ditygkan di portal gua.com.my... tp skang aku tgk gua.com.my dah berubah... dan ade iklan tonton.com.my nie so aku tgk laa... gua.com.my dah tak siarkan video dah.. semua dia campakkan ke tonton.com.my

kat web tonton nie hampir semua rancangan yg kat tv3, 8tv semua ade laa.. aku try search for dunia baru reunion.. tp dia tulis coming soon.. so aku tgk laa cite 8bulan nie...

pasangan serasi - shidi + vee

so far... 8 bulan nie sgt best~! walaupun dia rancangan tajaan sebuah bank tuh... (of coz laa mestilaa ade promo pasal bank tu..produk bank laa pelaburan la) tapi jalan cerita dia sangattttt best~!! tambah plak pasangan ideal Rashidi Ishak ngn Vanida Imran yg berlakon!!

cerita dia memang best~ aku tgh tonton episod 6 nie :x best sampai mengalir air mata!!

lagu tema dia pun best jugak... nyanyian monoloque + atilia... kanda dinda...

p/s: video takleh embed..line tak best.. nanti kalau ade i paste sini ok?

taca's bebel : outing iftar!

2010-09-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

hahhahaa i think most of the readers kenal my guy bestfren... by the name of buhairie.... semenjak dua menjak nie m...emang blog nie selalu dihiasi dengan gambar mamat sorg tu.... hahaha nak buat cemana dialah peneman @ bestfren @ bodygad @ classmate aku .. hehehhe...

hari nie kitorg pegi buat aktiviti special sket~ memandangkan jumaat nie kami ade midterm dan most of us pun dah nak balik beraya.... aku, bu, p-joe dan khai (diorg nie roomates) decide nak pegi outing iftar kat kpg baru...

seawal jam 5.40pm kami dah terpacak kat bus stop edu... (pjoe dan khai tggu di bus stop econs) tggu bas.... kul 6 kami dah berada di terminal putra... naik lrt je pegi kpg baru... sampai2 je kami terus cari meja kat kedai biasa :P then menapak cari juadah kat bazaar...

kami beli samosa (7 ketul rm 4) kuih tepung pelita (6 ketul rm2) somtam (rm5.50) jeli kelapa maleng (rm2) .....amik nasi + lauk rm 4.50 (aku)... bu punye rm7!!! hahahah

pjoe ngn khai lak order nasi ala carte tatau bape tah diorg bayar:P diorg tak beli kuih pun.. makan ape ade je :P

lepas dah mengenyangkan diri... kami pun beredar... sampai kat stesen lrt kpg baru, aku singgah toilet dlu.. nak memerut.... macam biasa bu mesti laaa tggu aku kan... dah tu kami pun turun laa nak naik train... kami tgk khai ngn pjoe dah takde... so kami anggap diorg dah balik laa kot... sampai je train kami naik...

bila train dah sampai ampang park kot.. tibe2 tepon bu berbunyi.... rupe2nya kami dah tinggalkan pijoe ngn khai kat kpg baru!!!! wakakakaka.... rupenye diorg pun g tandas jugak.. hahahhahaa.... kelakar... so diorg cakap takpe go on laa...

sebab kan awal lagi so bu tanye nak gi jejalan mana2 ke... kami decide nak stop kat wgsa maju... sebab bu kata nak beli BERUS GIGI.... aku plak ingt nak beli blaus or dress or tshirt ke ape... baju baru laa kire...

kalau korang berminat nak tgk gambarr sila klik sini -->> SINI <<--

(malas nak upload dlm blog lambat!)

sampai je kat sana... tgk2 org yg nak beli berus gigi tershopping sakan laa plak... beli kasut baru (which i like!) and a new jacket kat ROMP.. aku pun beli jacket jugak kat ROMP... hehehe....

kitorg janji nak pakai jumaat nie masa midterm~ nanti upload gambar ~!!

then kami pun balik laaaa :P

tu je laaa cerita hari nie len kali aku rajin aku buat entri lagi~ wakakaka.....

taca's bebel : making moolahs~!

2010-09-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

been a publisher for nuffnang for quite sometime now... huhuhhu but i guess i just not capable of making money from it~!!

yeah...it is so inspiring to see famous blogger making moolahs from the advertising campaigns by nuffnang and other ad agencies.. but since months ago... i only earned like rm1.50 :P hahahha there;s no people wanna click my adv maybe~!!

but it's okay... blogging is a hobby and getting paid for a hobby is a bonus... being paid or not... i still wanna write... want to express my feelings and opinion... so i guess it won't hurt if i won't get paid at all...

but as the thought of making moolahs from social network advertising is so tempting ... i joined ChurpChurp recently... being a sister of Nuffnang... it works slightly the same, social network advertising...this time using Twitter....

fyi.. i am currently active in using Twitter... and yeah.. why don't i make some money from it~

for those of you who have twitter account, u can just simply be a churper... go visit churpchurp.com and make the most of it~~ who knows one of you could be rich just by doing that...

and currently they are conducting a contest...

and please join this contest by clicking this -->> THIS <<----

the prize for this contest is up to RM 3000 instant credit~!! wow.. that's a lot...

btw.. the contest is ending soon... so don't forget to click click for the contest~!!!

yeah and btw do follow me on twitter account -->> @tacaistaca

thank you~!